ohmygosh! i have finaly endured thru the whole A level process, though not really completely as of right now since i still got a damn chem mcq paper on monday. it feels really good to finally regain back my freedom! finally got to catch up with all the ss501 variety shows that i've missed over the whole study period, and i know there's more to come! especially with the increasing no. of shows that ss501 is gg to attend and all the drams i wan to watch. currently really obsessed with reading mangas! omg, i got so many things that i wan to do, and im actually starting to doubt myself whether i'll have the time to do so, esp after i start working. still waiting for the manager of western union to call me to inform me of my schedule! hee! cant wait to actually earn some hard real cash! i am so gg to get anew lap top once i get my money! i cant stand the lap top that i am currently using cos it has totally gone bonkers. oh well, 1 week break before i start working! really wish to meet up with all my friends real soon! esp wei duo and olan :] HAHA, IM SO GONNA DYE MY HAIR REAL SOON! for now, i shall just leave it till here, ADIOS! :]

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ~!
사링해 ♥

i should probably update my blog! its been so loong!

ITS CURRENTLY WEDNESDAY OF THE SEPTEMBER HOLIDAYS! and that equals to a damn sad thing cos i have very little days left to th start of my damn prelims! been studying as usual =.= and of cus, using my comp everynight! currently want to sleep cos i haven slept properly since 2 days ago? hmm! hahah! wdv lah! anw... im bored and irritated with maths! and im so not gonna come in and blog until i dunno when! so sayonara my blog, take care cos i'll be back soon after the damn A levels are over!

p.s. I CANT WAIT TO GO ON MY ASIA TOUR NEXT YEAR! WITH JIA AND CHIA! WOOTS. totally random so just ignore me!

ADIOS~!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HWANGBO!

im so bored as usual, just coming in to send my greetings to hwangbo!

had a damn good dream last night! HAHAHA! so happy that i dreamt about ss501!! anyway! my sister was irritating as she kept waking me up all the time, which ended up me trying to fight her off and she giveing 3 long scars on my arm now. damn pathetic way to start a morning but oh wells, ALL IS GOOD WHEN I DREAM ABT MY LOVE!! ahahaha!

shall go off now~ BBYE!

i had a damn hectic week, and im so damn glad that the weekends are finally here! been trying to restrict myself for using the comp for too long! and im glad that its actually working, since i only come online for about 1 hour to settle my facebook stuff and obviously enjoy my daily dose of ssangchu news! anyways! here i am online once again cos i refuse to start on any work -_-! i have loads of things due next week, esp with the upcoming mock prelim maths paper! im so determined to at least prove to myself and kooi that i can actually pass maths, but im so damn feeling 力不从心! HAIS, WHAT THE HELL SHLD I DO! oh wells what else can i do but to work hard esp during these few days for maths! GOSH GOSH GOSH! PRELIMS ARE COMING!!! i shall go to bed early today! so that i can wake up early tmr! anyway! JIA YOUS FOR MY STUDIES AND WDV! hai, i leave liao lah! im bored anyway! bbye!!

im online once again for my daily dose of ssangchu news, and somehow i just ended up doing nothing and sianing myself. haha! have been fb-ing and playing all the games these few days! anyway! while i was getting my ssangchu addiction fixed, i've decided to upload this and shun bian update my blog!

hyun joong's long lost smile! i haven seen him smiled like that since he started playing yoon ji hoo! GOSH GOSH GOSH~ super happy lah! anw, i guess he has somehow regained back his 4D-ness! anw, this interview that he did have been leading to some spazzing on joongbo forum! HAHAHA! wdv, keep all the hints coming! cos they're really entertaining!

ANYWAY! altho im a little slow, cos it has been a week ago news! BUT HYUN JOONG LDR LOOKS DAMN HAWT FOR HIS SOLO IN THE CONCERT! hahahaha! GOSH GOSH GOSH! i cant wait for him to come SG!! COME COME COME~ i will go watch the concert de~ AHAHAHAHA!

i shall go back to fb-ing and start reading my fanfics! ADIOS

for some damn reason, i am absolutely bombarded with fatigue-ness for the entire week! haiz, totally sian and tired! OH WELLS! suppsoingly tmr is the last day of sch before the weekends, hence!!! I CANT WAIT!!! hahaha! oh wells, i shall go to bed soon cos i got maths extra consultation with mr kooi tmr! haiz.

currently learning how to type quickly with my middle finger :]

NIGHTY PEOPLE~

this is blog post 261. i actually have no idea why the hell im online! shouldn't i be studying for the damn As? haiz! i think im wu yao ke jiu lah! i know that i should stop using, and i have nth to do on9 anyway =.= but i still come on9. haiz! TOTALLY SIAN LAH! I SHALL LEAVE SOON I PROMISE. bbye~

haha! jungmin is dropping hints again! he's damn cute~ LALALA! at least its bringing some entertainment to my ol boring life! sunwooJOONG and goeunBO! HAHAHA! JOONGBO~

anyway, wasnt feeling that good when i woke up this morning cos i was somehow feeling damn depressed. probably finally feeling the stress of A levels. haiz, somehow i think i should seriously consider u turning at this point but my mum just keep telling me to not retian cos she cant afford to pay for the school fees for another year. zzz! haiz, dunno wad to do luhh! anw, im feeling better alr~ haha, shall just continue jia you-ing for now! hais! at least im feeling good that im completing my hw on time! i finished my geog hw which is supposingly dued tmr! hahah! i shall have a good night sleep tonight! hmm, shall just leave it here, cos i need to do other stuff~

BBYE LUHH!

haiz totally bored of the comp now. I TOTALLY HAVE NTH TO DO!

din nid to go sch today cos doc gave me mc for 2 days. i have no idea if its the effect of the medicine or what but i am having back aches and being really drowsy right now even tho i've slept 13 hrs last night. life before the a levels is tough! dere's so many work waiting to be done and so many damn test coming right up. haiz. probably a good thing that im not really obsessed with anything right now. haiz, i should get to studying right? RIGHT? can someone persuade me to actually start doing my work?

tmr's joongbo outing! finally gonna give my cranes away~ but there's geog lessons in the morning! so sian! haha, im totally sian diao now no idea what to say, just wish to get my life back

yayness, harry potter and the half blood prince is finally out and i've watched it just now with chia and jia~ SERIOUSLY, THIS IS CURRENTLY THE BEST OF THE WHOLE SERIES YET! cos there's finally some love scenes!!! GOSH GOSH GOSH, GINNY AND HERMIONE TURNED UBER PRETTY AND LUNA LOVEGGOD AS WELL~ haha, and of course not forgetting my LOVELY draco malfoy cos he made so much appearance in this movie. really like this one cos it was funny even tho it supposingly have a dark ending to it. was sad that dumbledore had to made an exit out of the movie cos he's pretty much dead now zzzz. anw, really a good movie and a must watch! ooh! and i realised! prof slughorn is totally like mr kooi, kept commenting on this pt to chia and jia thru out the movie :D HAHA, HE'S D BEST MAN!

professor slughorn aka MR KOOI :]

Ron Weasley being really really funny in the movie as a keeper!

and of course, MY ULTIMATE LOVE IN HP~ DRACO MALFOY! (beaming with hapiness that he looked so 帅 and he finally had a important role in this series)

shall go to bed after my vid rips fin! hahaha, TMR IS FRIDAYYY AND NY CLIQUE IS GONNA HAVE A GATHERING WITH EVERYONE ARN~ LIKE FINALLY!!!

ahh, i dun really want to leave the comp after wtaching so many videos. i miss my life during the holidays but god damn it i need to leave cos i haven pack my bag and sort of my stuff whch have gone missing right from the start of my holidays. uber depressed now cos i'll miss my comp. GOODBYE :/

AHHHHHHHHHHH,

who am i lying to? i need to get rid of these feelings soon.

REAL SOON

gosh gosh!! i've finally watched the 2nd episode of the solo collection!!! shall find a full ver before i put it on my blog! anyway, din really understand the mv lahs. hahaha! but HJL and young masters were really cute and cool in the mv~ AHHHH. the disc i've pre ordered is currently being shipped off to my hse! cant wait to recieve it. and altho im slow, i just realised that ss501 photobook has pictures of joongbo~ thats makes me want to buy it so much! but its like 100 over dollars lah!!! o.o anyway, i shall save to buy.

damn mid years are over~ and im currently enjoying my break till my results are back cause i noe how gone case they are. zzzz, tmr's phototaking with the class! so im gonna wake up early to style my hair. IM JUST SO VAIN :] hahaha. sian! i shld probably go sleep in case i cant wake up early tmr~ AHAHAHAHA, IM SO IN LOVE WITH JOONGBO!

PAPERCRANE PROJECT FIGHTING!!!!!!!!!! ♥

i shall watch the last ep of wgm tmr. altho i dun really want to. sadness is overtaking my emotions alr even before i watched it. AHHHHHHHHH~ lets prepare for a crying session tmr. :/

ahh, finally its the last day of the holidays and this shall be the last thing i do before i officially off the comp and try not to use for at least the next five days. spent these days watching ss501 vids and im frigginly crying over the vids once again. ahh, wdv, i've been showing the weaker side of me these few days and i dun really like that. gosh, currently lacking immense amt of sleep cos i haven slept since ytd due to some idiotic insomnia. i shall finish my hydro revision today by 7 and revise my chem once again. ahh, i need to calm down my nerves from the damn crying. wadever lah, i shall go le lah. gambatte all the way for my studies. I HATE THE STUPID MID YEARS.

AHAHA, its 3 in the morning and im currently on the net as usual, with jia and chia on conference call toking abt their sch stuff. YEAH. super bored now cos i cant play maple. BUT that not really a good thing cos im suppose to be studying! WHY CANT THE MSG GET INTO MY HEAD THAT I SHOULD BE STUDYING INSTEAD OF MAPLING. i am so screwing my life right now. i can so foresee my results but im simply not doing any actions to it! I NID TO GET IT INTO MY HEAD~ I NEED TO STUDY! I NEED THE EXTENDED HOLIDAY FROM MOE. I SHOULD JUST TAKE MY PASSPORT AND GO TO THAILAND BY CAR NOW AT THIS MOMENT SO THAT I CAN QUALIFY FOR THE DAMN HOLIDAY!!! gosh!! seriously nid to pull up my socks~

im gg back to st nicks for studying session tmr, and guess what, i still have no idea if it is just some stupid talk i have or are we really gg to do it! AHH, officially counting down 4 days to school reopen! AHHHHHH.

IM OFFICIALLY IN THE JOONGBO CRANE FOLDING EVENT~ yeah! cant wait for the 12th of july so that i can start folding the cranes to joongbo couple. manage to pull in chia as well. LALALA. im bored! THAT SHALL BE IT. super super bored lah!

haha, ss501 latest MV episode 1, super nice!! LALALA enjoy~

yeah! i was mad just now and decided to snip of all my hair including my lovely FRINGE~ gosh i'll really miss it.

my now short like mad hair! NOTICE MY EAR~ COS ITS FINALLY OUT IN THE DAYLIGHT~ ahahahahaha

really glad that i decided to snip it of, the hair dresser was really good! compared to my sis one which i totally agree with her that her hair is ugly now. i call this 因果报应 cos i always get the lousier hair dresser while she get the good one! HAHA, im so gonna change my hair salon!!! anyway, shall dye it brown again tmr with sis. seriously hope that it will work this time cos i really want brown hair!! HAHA, im bored, haven slept for more than 24 hrs and i still dun intend to. LALALALA, shall maple later on, if chia comes online. MUAHAHAHA. shall end here! signing off~

p.s i really miss joongbo couple! HAHA, STILL LOVING JUNG MIN ALL THE WAYYYYY! go YOUNG MASTERS!

OMG!! this video officially made my day, im so happy to see this vid~ HAHA, im so feeling alot better after whatever i've been feeling since i woke up! GOSH GOSH GOSH~ many many many carrots to JUNG MIN x333 AHAHAHA!

hmm, haven blog in a long time. anyway, i just ended a call from constance about 1 hour ago. first time chatting on the phone for a long time with people that i've known in nanyang. to me, it felt really special and im really glad that it was constance. was it because that we have more topics to talk about? sometimes, i feel that im probably too close to my clique in class that i often find it difficult to find a common topic among us to talk about. has it been because me and constance are no longer in the same class that i find it so much easier to talk to her than anyone else in the clique in 0833. its sounds sad to know that i can actually relate so much easier to someone else because i dun seem to be as close to her than before. but somehow, i feel that im alot closer to constance than anyone else in the class at this moment. i dunno how, maybe im just disappointed, cos no matter how much effort i put in to try to become closer to anyone else in the clique, i just find that it gets even more difficult each time. the disappointment that i've felt esp after the last outing (which ended up with only 3 ppl) makes me feel that the more i spend time with these ppl, the more i feel out of place. i should probably take a step back in distancing ourselves before i could probably get to see the picture clearer. urgh, human relationship is too complicated for me to handle with

p.s. I LOVE CONSTANCE :D

我发现那不是所谓的一见钟情，而是了解了他的真个性后才慢慢地爱上他。我对他的爱让我发觉原来我是多么的不了解自己，遗憾啊~！

我喜欢用华文来写我的博客，因为用华文可以让我更容易的抒发我想要写出的情感。

炎热的七八月就要到了！七八月的到来代表着我一年不见的小鬼们再将重出江湖，好期待喔！

我有一股冲动，想在七月来临之前，把我向来乱七八糟的头发给剪掉。

昨晚做了一个恐怖的梦！梦见有个女艺人猛抓着我的脚不放，结果就这样醒来了。难过! 为贺不是梦到他而醒来呢？已经好久好久没有在梦里见到他了。

真是难过啊！

im feeling exceptionally calm today after last night. probably a good thing

okay, im up exceptionally early even tho i slept at 5 last night. gosh, i think my addiction is super duper huge!!! anw, i was kind of depressed cos i couldnt wake up thinking abt him!! AHHH! IT WAS SUCH A NICE DREAM THE PREV NIGHT. i was thinking so much before i slept and i din even dream abt a single shit?! haha, can someone tell me how to ctrl my dreams? i wish i can wake up as happily as the other time. GOSH, SUPER DEPRESS NOW. 

(actually im feeling nothing lah :D)

today is a super depressing day. even though the only good thing was the dream i had last night. super happy when i woke up dreaming about him, i tot my day was gg to be fantastic but everything when all wrong since then. i just came home from amk hub with family, and we were actually there becos we were gg to shop for a new tv. i was all happy when my dad told me that we were gg to shop for a new one last night and he even reminded me in the morn when i woke up. BUT GOSH, EVERYTHING SUCK. i hate it when people make me have high hopes over anything, cos i will only get super depressed and irritated when everything that was somehow promised is not done at all. i know its stupid to fight over stalling the time to buy the new tv, but im super uber irritated!! cos i got fucking dissapointed after that. everyone is ignoring my mum now becos of her stupid actions, my dad to, and i just wanna say that im SUPER UBER DUPER IRRITATED AND DISSAPOINTED, so DUN KEEP MY HOPES HIGH NEXT TIME. i shall go look for some comfort in my vids, cos he's the only one that has brought me laughter over these few days 

OMG, im having a stomachache right now right after the third scoop of my fav cookies and cream ice cream. 

anyway, i haven really updated in a looong time~. holidays are finally here :D, 2nd day into the holidays, about 20 over more days to go. anyway, i had such a fun time at sentosa on last saturday :D and i really had a pretty tan, good ol one that still exist right now! well, the peeling season on my face is overrr :D so glad! watched a movie with chia and yanni right after dinner date after sentosa with weiduo and yanni. NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM!! gosh, it was the funniest movie i've watched this year. A MUST WATCH! SO PLS PLS PLS GO WATCH IT. *dumb dumb*

1 exam down, altho i really had no idea whether to comment it to be a good thing or not. Essay was a surprise cos everything that was tested ainon had gone thru. it seem so perfectly easy that im worried that there are actually hidden meanings behind the questions which im too blind to see. Compre! gosh, the summary and AQ was like perfect! the easiest i've ever get yet in my JC life! somehow they tweaked the way the paper worked this year cos the compre qns were of standards that i couldnt understand at all. NOT A SINGLE WORD! oh wells, im so not gg to think abt it now cos i need To focus on my other subj. WHO GIVES A DAMN TO GP IN TODAY'S SOCIETY?! anw, just an update, first 7 chapters of chem is settled :D

hmm, shall not update that often le bah. anw, cant wait to meet weiduo and yanni agn on thurs for some sing-till-you-die session! i promise and swear that im gg to fight all the way for the mid years! (but im so gonna level my RC to 27 first by tonight ;D)

adios~

counting down to holidays: 6 more days

just finished watching Survivor, super interesting tonight. im so glad JT won. he uber cute lah! anyway, pretty shocked over american idol's result. WHY THE HELL DIN ADAM LAMBERT WIN~ nvm, im so supporting him all the way, no matter what his sexual orientation is, cus he's so talented :D

IM BORED, and SGC is due soon! gosh! shall go off, cus im meeting SN Loves tmr x3 TMR~ suntanning session!!

while i was watching 娱乐百分百 just now, xiao zhu mentioned that there could probably have 13 horoscope in today's world and thats super cool. i tried to do some research, and im glad that im STILL AN AQUARIUS :D anyway, i got really interested in the facts about aquarius so im gonna post up some stuff i've read~

水瓶座之最

最知性、 agree

最难理解、 agree

最喜欢独处、 well, if i really need peace and quiet, if not i'll stick to someone no matter wad

最敢与众不同、 no, i have no courage

最不重视纪律、 erm, must see to what extent lorhs

最懒、 100% TOTALLY AGREE

最可能当黑马、 haha, yeah, watch out 

最会突发奇想、 erm, i dun really like to use my brain

最重视精神层面、 i think so

最可能有收集癖、 nopps

最我行我素、 yes, i hate being controlled

最需要自我空间、 yes, agree, i believe everyone nids personal space

品味最古怪、 TOTALLY DISAGREE

灾难中最冷静、 perhaps, with my heck care attitude, so why not?

最致力学课本外的东西、 dun understand this :/

最贪睡、 AGREE

最爱幻想、 agree

最无性别概念、 erm, not sure what is it asking

最善于分析事情 erm, i rather not involve my puny brain in such tedious work

最让人觉得是怪人、 i dun think so, cons just commented on me being normal (:

最看不起钱 no way, MONEY IS EVERYTHING

最不爱出锋头 AGREE, i love to lie low, hates attention

最拿得起放得下 no, i bear grudges, but i dun show them thats all.

最会讨人欢心 erm, no idea

最有异性缘 the no. of boys i noe does not exceed the no. of fingers on both hands

最理智 maybe?
最理性 is it the same as above the qn is asking o.o

最没有同情心 erm, i have to see the situation

最爱往外跑 AGREE

最难理解 YES!

直觉最准 HAHA, i hope so, so i can be a walking predictor!

最有耐心 must see circumstances 

最喜欢交朋友 i dun mind more frens, but i dun like to take the first steps

最讲义气 OF CUS, I SEE MYSELF AS EXTREMLY LOYAL

最乐观 no idea, cus i can be both optimistic and pessimistic 

最自信 no, i lack this ALOT 

最讨厌拖时间 well if u waste time on useless stuff, YAH

最多美女 no comments

最女性化 erm, maybe bah, inner beauty nia, not outer

好奇心最强 perhaps 

最善变 agree

最快乐 my fake front

最有艺术气质 ha, i'll take it as a compliment 

最会聊天 more of a listener (:

最喜欢大自然 HELL YEAH

最让人觉得是怪人 no way

最没有秘密 disagree

i should probably complete my econs assignment, signing off :D

CURRENTLY ADDICTED TO:

guitar geek

jam legend

K DRAMAAAAS~

she's back in action. WHICH IS NOT A GOOD THING!

im so avoiding phone calls now, both the house phone and the handphone. GOSH, she called like thrice just now! and i simply left it there to ring till it dies. she msged me abot the thingy, telling me that she wants to get my tutorial again. FREAK MAN. i dun get it. its not like she's been going to school on a regular basis. well, i actually thought that it will never happen lah, cos she'll most probably drop out of school again. i so can predict it, its either that or she's so gonna fail the end of years and get herself retained again. im wondering if the school actually accpets a student repeating j1 for friggin 3 times. i tried to get her off the idea of coming over to my hse, yes that girl is so damn determined about coming over to my hse later on just to collect my tutorial. i dun really want to lend it to her, but being her 'best friend', i have to constantly put up with this front that she had expected from me, being caring and loving. well, im actually not lah, since im a hypocrite and all. all i know is that im getting irritated and avoiding her at all cost. im not giving a damn anymore, i simply ignore it when i see her name. 

oh gosh, wth shld i do, i dun no wad to tell her cos i haven reply her when can she come over. >.<

currently in school. trying to mug maths :(
actually im catching up with my late work nia lah! haha.
anyway, i cant wait for saturday!! finally meeting up with SN clique. OH MY GOSH. I MISS YANNI LIKE MAD. :D im so gonna camwhore and get a tan this time. A TAN THAT IS OBVIOUS!
anyway, dreading later's lesson cos i have GP!! i hope she decides to slack again and let me off once more. PRETTY PLEASE~

happy that chia's blog is alive! GOSH. i want the holiday to quickly come yet i dun really want it to come. sounds contradicting i noe. i mean, with the holidays, i dun nid to see ainon for 1 whole months! BUDDEN, with the holidays, it just simply meant that is seriously nid to settle down and study so that i can do damn well for the mid years. I HOPE I GET GOOD RESULTS AT LEAST! COS I WANT TO GET MY DAD TO BUY ME THE NEW SONY MP3!! ♥ been browsing the net last night and kinda glad that SE and Nokia are finally coming out with some pretty good phones! i cant wait to change my phone as well. but that will be like in 10 months time. I THINK ITS KINDA EARLY TO THINK TOO MUCH :(

anyway, i think i shall go back to my mugging and maths, MATHS MATHS AND MORE MATHS :(

GAMBATTE TOTORO XOXO

oh hell yeah, back to blogging again :D

finally complete the stupid geog assignment that i've been holding off for a long time! altho i've to admit that only half is done! anwaya, tmr, its a PRETTY NICE DAY~ cos i get to let off abt 4 hrs earlier cos the entire sch is away for the volleyball girls finals. well, while xiu and shao enjoy their trip to toa payoh, me and esther and ws and hq will have to stay in sch for some vector test with kooi before we are freed. suan le bah, shant complain too much since i alr get to leave early :D get to spend some time with esther alone finally :D

currently trying to set my mind on deciding whether i want to start on GP assignment altho i think there's no use thinking since im gg to do it no matter what. STUPID A****, seriously wish she will get out of life immediately cos i think she shall be the no. 2 reason to why im hating the school. wdv, i really hate her and i just pray  that she doesnt appear too much in front of me.

anw, just heard on the news how MR OL SWINE FLU is spreading rapidly in asia. COOL SIA~ seriously hope that the geog trip wun be cancelled, since its like xiu and shao has taken a long time to make a decision. well at least i hope they will get to enjoy the trip on my behalf since my stupid mum is prohibiting me from gg. 

haven msged esther to check if she running tmr, i think the chance s are low anyway! shall get to school early to do some work! HELL YEAH! bye~

oh yes, blogging has once again become my favourite past time. 

its currently 3.40am in the morning and i'm not feeling sleepy at all yet. chia's online as well, playing poker as usual i guess. today was a good day cus i haven had the chance to go out with my family in a long time. dad got me back the bike that he had sold long ago so we went for biking after dinner today at lower pierce reservoir!  super fun cos my mum joined in as well. i was supposingly aiming to complete my homework tody so that i can have a break tmr, haha, somehow ended up rereading the entire book of twilight today, hence this meant that i have more hw to do plus the ironing job that my mum simply left for me. i aim to wake up early tmr at least cus i wanna go to the market and have laksa for breakfast. haha, shall go off now, back to reading my fanfics.

P.S. my restaurant city is survivng well :D

FINALLY GOT TO MEET UP WITH JIA AND CHIA LOVES. 

was suppose to be a studying session but i somehow gave up after the freaking damn qn in tutorial 16d. went to watch 17 AGAIN. SUPER DUPER UBER CUTE. loving zac efron cos OMG, he was super de SHUAI:D in the movie!!! im so gonna watch it again online!! currently my favourite movie of the year, so that just pushes benjamin buttons out of the list.

went to jia jia hse to watch my final episode of the amazing race and all i want to say was that luke has done a pretty good job in this game altho it was such a pity that he lost the game at the final moment. OH GOSH, IM LOVING HIM ALL THE WAYYYY :D

thanks constance for the console! and SCREW PHOTOG for asking me to pay for some stupid fund that you guys refuse to let me participate in. SCREW YOU GUYS SUCKERS

oh gosh, i think that the school pretty much sucks big time now, since the cca im in is just stupid. yeah right. even tho i say i dun mind abt the thing, somehow i guess its getting on my nerves cos it just proved my point about the stupid cca. feeling pretty sorry for troubling jia wei for the photos, cos THEY JUST SIMPLY REJECTED THEM BECAUSE I WAS LATE. yeah right, stupid excuses, i know. whatever, not that i really give a damn to what u stupid prats think. WHATEVER MANS. 

p.s sorry jia, cos no matter how much effort we put in, we will never reap any results. NEVER

after freaking 37 days, im stupidly back to blogging cos many stuff has been weighing me down and i just want to find a fucking channel to vent it all out. 

everything is breaking apart, whether its school work or my own personal life, somehow all these stuff has jus been pilling up for all these weeks. relationships is a very weird kind of networking. i feel like a jerk, im so fake around them that im beginning to hate myself for being so and i just starts to wonder why the hell is such a stuff part of my life, esp at such timing where i could have just easily break down. first of, i know whatever is gg on within us. yes, i can sense it, COS I AM NOT A IDIOT. obviously we just simply pretend to be in good terms all something, jealousy is a stupid thing, once i felt like i've lost a certain someone, i just naturally start to find someone else. i hate the feeling of being left out, u can say that im an attention seeking person. i nid to have the attention of a SOMEONE so that i can feel that there is at least some use for my presence in this damn world. so of cos, things dun get well when i apparently took away someone from somebody else. someone has mentioned that jealousy is lurking about, im not ignorant, i know it. thats why i am currently giving u guys some space to hang out, while i cringe in pain feeling that im once again left out. 

regarding her, i just want to say that stop trying to get me invovled in every part of your life. maybe wdv that i've heard last year was just true. it was just stupid of me to be SO BLIND AND STUPID to have sided with you instead. its tiring to try accomodate you even tho i have no chioce at all cos to u, u are the most important, holy or whatsoever shit. im not them, i cant possibly act like i give a damn to anything. like what u say, u dun feel as attached, but if u actually set to think abt it, the reason to why u are feeling in such a way is all becos of ur own actions. dun act as if the whole world has changed except u, u self centered prat.

towards school, i have no comments. im not giving a damn to whatever shit. cos no matter what, im just gonna leave the damn school in just 6 mths time and trust me, i'll probably forget ur existence in the future.

I AM SO NOT GOING TO COME ONLINE UNLESS I DO WELL FOR MY STUPID MID YEAR!!! THIS BLOG SHALL BE CLOSED~ FOR NOW.

OMG! im dreading the napfa run like mad now! I DUN WANT 0730 TO COME~ ahhhhhhh!

yes, im finally in the mood to blog abt something. 4th day into the 2nd term. stressful cos i have many work to do! anyway lets talk abt smth happy before i start of with all the irritating stuffs!

HAPPY HAPPY! i've finally watch benjamin buttons! OMG! FREAKING NICE SHOW! i mean, i finally seen a good side of brad pitt, at least the part where he looks attractive to me. (since he's always like ugly fugly in all the mags that i've read) super addicted to watching movies now! shall watch more after i come home tmr from school!

NEXT HAPPY THING! hah, today was super fun! cos it was rare to see the entire class gang up 'against' someone. qi was super cute, the deg of her gullibility is like super the high. xiu told her that she had fainted after pe and nobody cared abt her as the entire class just left her over there to lie on the track. somehow, qi still holds strong beliefs that xiu really fainted. yes, managed to get the class to lie to her but fel fel almost let the cat out of the bag *meow* HAHA, CANT WAIT FOR XIU TO REVEAL THE TRUTH.

my teeth are finally fixed, no more hole-ys :D haha, dentist was SHUAI! the thing ended quite quickly and im suppose to go back for polishing in may! (YEAH! get to see him agn!)

went bak to st nicks with weiduo and olan, normal routine where we just eat orange bowl and visit ms yee. pretty boring! my pi li mit is with wei duo now! wonder when will i get it back! OHMAN! i miss 007 :( aim: MUST WATCH DISC 4 ON SAT!

okay! irritating stuff. FIRST OF! i hate taking the bus, SPECIFICALLY those bus drivers who like to brake out of nowhere. they are kind off irritating cos people with no center of gravity like me tend to fall over all the time! so therefore, OBVIOUSLY i fell over someone just now when i was going home! it wasnt a one time thing and it freakingly happened over and over again! i am hating that particular bus driver like RIGHT NOW AND FOREVER! felt super sorry for that yckss gal cos i just kept toppling over her. FUCK THAT BUS DRIVER! AND I DUN GIVE A DAMN ABT THE BUS DRIVER'S WELFARE OR WHAT SO EVER! JUST GO EAT SHIT AND DIE LAH! FUCK U!

and then there's AHEM who has been telling me abt AHEM suspicious over getting certain disease or what so ever ALL OVER AGN! the fucking routine is starting once again! and its getting on my nerves like usual. AHEM is commenting on how much AHEM wants to die agn. yeah yeah, i wish that u will really get the disease that u want and just die off lah. i mean, YAH I KNOW THE WORLD REVOLVES ARN AHEM. -.- freakingly irritated after i attempted to shared my prob with AHEM but AHEM just simply ignored my prob and goes on with her stupid list of sickness again and AGAIN! yah, i know that to u im like a pile of shit lah, very the 微不足道. WDV, NOT GIVING A DAMN ABT U ANYMORE, u starting the entire process? dun blame me for starting to ignore u agn. AWESOME~

ahh, i wan to blog, and i have alot of things to blog about. BUT IM TOO LAZY LAH!!!
bye maybe i'll come bak in awhile

something got me thinking. maybe we were too harsh in the past. things seemed to have toned down but this emotions that im feeling now is really uncomfortable. maybe, its just guilt that im facing. what can i do but watch as we continue to lead our own separate life? oh wells, i think that all that i can do is to once again let go of the past which most probably dun bother u anymore, while i sulk over the stupid guilt that im feeling.

wishing u all the best, and yeah, i probably dun deserve all the friendship and love that u have once showered over me.

p.s. im an asshole. I KNOW. thats why im not going to repeat the same thing all over again. (still ignoring and heck caring over whatever that is happening, i dun want to get involved)

:D MARCH HOLIDAYS IS FINALLY HERE!

went out on a date with just me and xiu wen alone at NTU open house. i was amazed at how huge their campus are, and dreading over having to travel a long time to uni if i were to study there. well, certainly confirmed over what i want to take in university but xw seem abit lost as usual cos she finally realised how boring accountancy and business is. THEIR LECTURER WAS SO BORING LAHS. haha, nice goodie bag like wad xiu said. anw, after we departed, met up with sister and went ‘shopping’ for dinner and drinks. went home after that and wasted my time watching tv and using facebook. YEAH, THATS ABT IT, AND I’VE FINALLY ANSWERED A PHONECALL FROM AHEM. yeah, shall continue my ignoring process.

bye

today is super the eventful.

day started off okay cos we din nid to run for pe. somehow it ends up a bad thing for weishen cos he dislocated his shoulder again, thus he will be unable to attend this year’s A div. well, he cried lah, and i was kinda shock cos i’ve never seen a guy cry before, other than my dad =.= anyway, hope he cheers up soon! ponned maths lect today cos they were going to air the weird movie. me, xiu, ws and shao left the school tgt at the mere hour of 11am. shao went home to sleep while the rest of us went to sengkang compass point to accompany ws :D had kfc and sat there and talk cock lor. dey were toking abt how i was never emo but i fought back abt that point. somehow it just makes me start thinking about how actually people dun really know me cos i tend to hide my true self from others. just like wad chia say, she didnt even noe i was emo-ing all the way till she read my blog ytd. well, so xiu and ws wanted to know more abt it and i kept mum lah, cos i dun feel comfortable telling them abt the matters since ny clique are involved in my problems most of the time. anyway, left at 2 so that i will be able to meet jia jia by 3 in the library for some studying session. i kinda end up quite piss when i wait for bus 76 opp yck church. well there was at huge grp of ppl attending the funeral that past by as they sent off the dead on his last journey. its kind of not respectful of me for the dead since i was quite angry over it for a period of time. (currently feeling bad abt my attitude) well, i think the deceased was some da ren wu cos i swear it was the GRANDEST funeral i ever seen. i think it took forever for the entire troop of ppl to walk away form the bus stop. here comes the angry part, 76 arrived and it just din stop for the passengers to get onto the bus, which makes me ending up quite pissed cos i was getting late for the meeting. when i get onto the bus like finally~ i ended up being pissed over every small matters like how the man siting opp me have ugly sunglasses and how the ah tiong smell like garlic. YEAH SUCH STUPID STUFFS. met jia at amk lib and chia din turn up cos she pang sei-ed us. YES YOU LIM CHIA YING IF YOU HAVE BEEN READING MY BLOG AS PROMISED! super de sad T.T haha, me and jia ate the roasted chicken leg for dinner with the potato chunks and crinkle fries. i got kinda fed up with doing econs so i left to look for books to borrow while she bought me a brownie cake BEHIND MY BACK. so sweet of her, but im kinda guilty over what i’ve ate today: kfc, hazelnut vanish, roasted chicken leg, coke, fries and potato chunks and a CHOCOLATY BROWNIE CAKE. ooh man! sinful sinful. ANYWAY, IM LOVING HER ALWAYS TILL THEN END OF THE WORLD! wdv 山盟海誓 thingy.

 

anyway i feel like ranting out how i feel abt ahem its geting kind of irritating and i’ve been avoiding ahem’s phone calls and sms. well, i strongly believe that ahem still thinks that the world has been revolving arn her. ahem strongly believe that he/she/it is the king or smth. kind of irritating cos i have to hear the same things over and over again for the past 1-2 years. i really feel like telling ahem right into her face to tell her to go and die since that is wad ahem has been wishing for. i cant believe how ahem heck cares over how precious life is. its like so disrespectful and rude to those who simply tries their best to survive longer in this world. ahh, kind of wish that ahem will disappear from my life right away. im so afraid of ahem  now that i couldnt believe the things that im doing to ahem even tho we were once the best of friends. well, i wish to remain status quo. i wan to be ahem best friend but i dun think i can take anymore nonsense from ahem.

I WANT MY LIFE BACK~

oh my gosh!!! i had a good laugh today! since a long long time.

mr kooi was AWESOME~ couldn’t believe that he could actually fell off the chair. although i didn get to observe the entire process of him falling off, listening to fel fel’s description was like HILARIOUS~ i actually only notice abt the fall when weishen was like asking him if he’s okay. i lifted my head up and he was like disappeared lah! HAHAHA! the funnier thing is that he actually just continued his convo on the floor! abit he could have just stood up or smth before continuing, but he ended up saying weird weird stuff, like im no longer a spring chicken? anyway, yeah, really thankful for his fall. :D

dialogue session was pretty entertaining with shao finally back from dance rehearsal and fel fel siting next to me, the childish sha-er 肚腩! hah :) mr quek was naggy as usual, but i can finally sense his humor which has been lost since god knows when since last year. ponned photog as usual cos constance wasnt going.

got back geog paper, pretty god for father jon’s part! haha. good good!

okay, bye bye~

pondering whether i should go for running today.

i had a pretty sad day today.

i started off the day with a rough start. i fell while running across the road this morning trying to catch the bus. i ended up with scratches and wounds all over my knee area. 1st time i bleed for this year T.T

when i reach school, i was sent to outer space with the news that pe (badminton) has been cancelled all the way till napfa ends. meaning that we actually started practicing running today. well, i dun really mind the run just that i was in the wrong attire totally. i was wearing my baleno sneakers (WRONG CHOICE OF SHOES), my longer version of the pe shirt (WRONG CHOICE AS WELL) and my leh was in pain from the stupid fall i had earlier. furthermore, mr singh simply informed us that the run is 7 rounds long. HENCE. I WAS SUPER DEVASTATED!

i was informed of the news of a impending death from overdose of homework for the week. (MATHS, ECONS CASE STUDY!!!, AND GOD KNOWS WHAT ELSE) well, with that, it is simply adding on to the burden i had for this week, which is to complete the card for ophe. >.<

anyway, that seem to be ok but i bled again in CT period. FOR NO REASON SOMEMORE. cos blood just start gushing out of some unknown wound. pretty sad day.

all seem well all the way till after school. HOWEVER, when i went for a haircut asking the auntie NOT TO TOUCH MY FRINGE!!! she simply snips them off and currently, my fringe is as thin as a piece of toilet paper. im irritated and missing my fringe like mad. din enjoy dinner too cos the fish soup that I've ordered turned out to be bitter gourd soup, making my soup bitter and yucky =.=”  currently hungry and derpiving of some happiness in my life.

I WAN THE MAR HOLIDAYS TO COME SOON. so that i will be freed from all the stupid bad luck that i’ve been encountering by staying and keeping my ass at home.

i dun get to pon this week’s sports day cos ainon will be there as well. :/

ok, the outing today was cancelled. i dun really think it has affected me cos i was in amk area at that time anyway. went to amk polyclinic to get my mc and somehow it took me 2 hour plus cos the doc i was assigned to was damn slow and everything. oh wells, i think the doc is not bad looking, he looks amg moh but he’s actually malay  :D anyway! i’ve successfully get my mc to hand in to the dumb cher. that shall be it. i dun really wan to tok abt anything else.

p.s. i think the dinner i cooked is good! cant stop drinking the soup that i’ve cooked! i feel accomplished yeah!

p.s.p.s 哈姆斯王子生日快乐!

hello people! haha, I've successfully manage to pon health camp :D

well, was thinking abt it the entire night that i actually had a horrible dream involving ainon. =.= i hdun really rmb why but she was abt to kill me becos of smth i did. =.= sian lah. now that im off hooks for the camp, kinda worried abt tmr’s trip cos i dun feel like going anymore. however, i think is should go since my clique was the one that organised this gathering after that stupid matter. OOH MAN, WHY THE HELL DID I PROMISED TO GET INVOLVED IN THIS WDV MATTER!!! suan le. we shall see tmr and i MUST drag myself out of bed tmr. PERHAPS, i shld just go for the movie and leave after that telling them that i have to be home early due to family commitment.  urgh, going for the movie means that i will have to spend more money and that will mean that i have lesser money to spend on sunday with chia. PERHAPS. there goes my piercing money =.=

jia’s feeling really sick cos she seemed to fall asleep at every sms i’ve sent. SHE HAVEN REPLIED MY PREV SMS, which is arn 2plus. i’ve only managed to send her 2 sms for the day =.=”  ooh mans, cant wait to see her on sunday and give her some love and warmth so that she can recover soon :D

i’m leaving, my mum is taking a long time cooking dinner cos she just refuse to start cooking my food . she just kept on cooking her nian gao or wvd lahs.

ahh, its been a long time since i blogged.

BLOCK TEST is finally over and im having a short break from school on thursday and friday. although im suppose to feel really glad and everything, i somehow feel really sian. things haven been going in the way that i’ve wished recently. im really sick of everything as i am once again frustrated over the SAME OL MATTER AGAIN =.=  i guess that others opinion about me really does matter and i dun want it to be one of my weakest point to make me feel real bad and everything. i want to learn to let go of how impt is it that the others see me. screw it man, ME AND MY STUPID FEELINGS

i realised that somehow everything of me is fake, the way i treat ppl arn me, putting on a mask like nth has happened even though i could have hate the person deep down. somehow, the life that i am leading now seem virtual and imaginary. i dun feel the commitment i have in relationships with those close to me right now. its so different to whatever that i’ve gone thru in sec 4. Perhaps its just true that somehow, this 2 years is really too short to find true commitments. i dun wan to think like this but thinking abt the experience i have with the people now, it just make me missed more abt the simpler life i have in secondary school. LIFE’S TOO COMPLICATED as we grow up.

oh wells, heck the wdv matter that has been bothering me. i’ve spent my day reading fanfics, mouse hunting and downloading audition again. =.= quite a boring life i have in this PRECIOUS break. could have been playing pool today with ny geog clique. however, due to unforseen circumstances, the gathering has been put off till saturday, which i think by then i will be REALLY sick to go out. (YESH, THATS THE PROB WITH ME TOWARDS MY FRENS NOW) audition was fun today and i finally realised how to play beat up. its getting addictive, so i think i will have to watch out and probably uninstall it again for the sake of my stupid acad in the NEAR future. =.=

i am suppose to go for some stupid health camp tmr but we have agreed to pon it. i was really pissed with my mum when she called me to tell me that the school had reminded her abt it. somehow it just makes the whole situation more difficult. well, being my mother, she somehow managed to make me angry with her stupid comments and the threats. she damn irritating. WHAT THE HELL WAS SHE THINKING BY CALLING THE CHER TO TELL THEM THAT I AM NOT GOING TO GO FOR HEALTH CAMP. (literally meaning that she just going to tell them that i’ve ponned when i intend to tell them that i have a stomachache.) i was screaming over the phone and telling her how much i’ll hate her and how she will die if she really tells the cher. DAMN IRRITATED THAT IT ACTUALLY MAKES ME SAY THAT I HATE HER AND WISHED THAT SHE WOULD DIE RIGHT INTO HER FACE.

plans for the weekend! (before i go back to hell)

1. meeting with ny clique on sat for pool ( which i highly suspect that i might pang sei them? )

2. meeting with chia and jia and yanni for piercing ear holes and kbox/bball?! (cfm going)

 

YESH, THERE WE GO, HOW BIAS I CAN ACTUALLY GET IN TREATING SN PPL COMPARED TO NY CLIQUE. no choice they are much closer to me than family, more than anyone else in this world.

I CAN DIE WITHOUT SN CLIQUE, BUT SURVIVE WITHOUT NY CLIQUE.

anyway, im not feeling any excitement for tmr's bday. NONE AT ALL :/

HELLO! :D

i’ve just finished watching the amazing race and i am currently in love with this guy right now! 

margie and luke

i am totally amazed at this guy and i really wonder where did he get all the courage and determination to join such a demanding gameshow! its like only ep 1 of the entire show and im already attracted to him like mad. HE IS SO CUTE!!! and sweet too, kept on holding onto his mum’s hand all the time(: i hope they will win the game! hmm i think he look a lil bit like sexyfoo though =.= OHWELLS! loving him till the end of the world (or maybe just till the game has officially ended :P)

hello people!

just when i tot that i’ve no hw for the weekend, i realised that i actually need to do my chemistry tutorial and the stupid reflection that mr quek gave. DIE DIE DIE!

ok, heck care the hw for now! currently going crazy for JAE HEE! he is so cute! used to like him liao, just that 最近 watching choon hyang show that crazy-ing over him again!  :D

hah

gtg le! mum staring at me. BYE!

yeah yeah! this shall be the last thing i do before i off the comp again. BLOGGING :D

anyway, today is a pretty good day. cos i ended school early and i managed to hang out with chia chia! school ended at 12 today and me and shaoqi went for lunch tgt after we couldnt persuade xiu to come along >.< after lunch went home to bathe and made appointment for my dental! 17 march at 1.30pm. haiz, its school holidays lah. cant pon lesson. den went out ot meet chia although i took a LONG LONG time to board the bus. waited 10 mins for 269 while i waited another 20 mins to get onto yishun’s bus!!! SIAN LOR! but i managed to buy all the presents i want to buy liao! cant wait for tmr! VDAY! :D chia chia offered to pay for my OHSHC pictorial book first! and it was 50% discount!!! HAHAHAHA! VERY VERY HAPPY. okay! go do my econs case study le! BAI LAH!

its a good day!

i saw this huge bright moon in the sky :D so bright and big!

weather is good today cos the sky was clear.

so i managed to see some prwetty stars tonight!

i hope to see them again tmrw! :)

x3

我非常的不满意！

为什么我要因为别人所犯下的错而受到惩罚？

难道就因为我比较大所以他的人生都归我管吗？

想一想，你其实比我们大很多很多，可是你有能力管过我吗？

我讨厌你所做的一切，就算你是我最深爱的人，我也没有办法原谅你今天所犯下的错误！

 

currently pissed right now cos of that stupid phone call i’ve received. its just made me forget all the joy i had with lim chia. :(

anyway, chia ying was very irritating today but i still love her, CURRENTLY MORE THAN OLAN! cos she gotten me the dvd for 霹雳MIT and 2 bread papa original puff or something? i wanted to try trade of her present with mine but she trick me into letting out what i want yet not telling me what she actually wants. therefore, i do no have any idea what she wants at all for her bday but i’ve decided to get her ALL the ss501 merchandise i can find in this lil singapore market. finish watching MIT once i got settled down at jia’s hse and i think that it has a stupid ending. it was expected lah! oh wells, i still love 007 and all the cast! :D <3 aaron yan so shuai. I’VE FINISHED THE ESSAY OUTLINE! hence i shall go start on the stupid essay and make my bentou for tmr!!!

 

PS. i still cant find the 便当盒 i want! *hint hint* haha! 2 compartment bentou box is difficult to find mans >.<

i feel weak and i feel like a coward, fearing death of all things. its suppose to be a life cycle but somehow whenever it think about it, it just aches me to know that someone i know might just leave me any day. its not like im currently facing the death of anyone now, just that while i was thinking last night that what could have probably happen if all my loved ones were gone. its very scary to think about it. its not my first time thinking of such issues but i just cant get over it. i hate how all these life cycles things come so naturally. im afraid of death, or i should say the feeling of being left out all alone.

just a random post before i sleep!

THANK YOU OLAN for getting me a really expensive bag. LOVE YOU ALWAYS and i promise to buy you the shirt that you want! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE BOTH OF US! :D

goodnight

 

PS. ITS TAKING SO LONG FOR 霹雳 MIT TO GET THE PART WHERE I WAN TO WATCH!

PSPS. OURAN HIGH SCHOOL IS OUT!

PSPSPS. THANKS WEISHEN FOR INTRO KATEYO HITMAN REBORN! NICE NICE MANGA

i’ve finally ended today’s lesson! its a torture to go through days that we have remedials cos school ends at 5 all the time! anyway! today was fun! cos i kept laughing all the time! haven had a great laugh since i dunno when! :D PE was fun as well. i managed to finish the entire 3 rounds with ham ham! :D feel really accomplished even though my legs are hurting like mad! chit chat with geog class clique after maths lesson and it was really hilarious. listening to xiu say how she rolled down the stairs, ws going crazy over econs and geog, making fun of alvin cos he kept ponning geog lectures! oh mans! i asked xiu abt this school’s uniform then she also dunno. so she shouted to the boy in that uniform and i suppose she scared him! haha, i was like in TOTAL SHOCK cos i didnt expect her to do so. econs lecture was really sleepy and stupid alvin actually go ask bong abt the free trade and comparative advantage thingy. so shao is pissed with him currently cos we all have to redo the damn stupid essay all over again.GEOG LECTURE WAS UNBEARABLE!  had a test today on the tutorial qn 4 essay. i’ve done the outline for the rock cycle qn while ws did the one on e/q. father jon told us to write the rock cycle one. everyone was like cheering lah. as if we won toto or somth like dat. den ws damn sad lor. den he started copying all my outlines HAHA! end up both xiu and ws didnt really write alot for the ans :) after the thing i was really having painful cramps. budden xiu wen and ws just keep making me laugh! so pain thru out the entire lecture. after lecture i bought xiu the pencil i promised her and we saw yixin by the water cooler! she said we look like lesbians! >.<

oh wells. i have alot of econs essay to write and i am feeling sleepy. shall go le! going out for dinner soon:)

 

BYE!

OH YEAH! FORGOT TO ADD ON!

i’ve prepared bento for tmr so that i wont have to starve with all the irritating j1s!

(:

ooh man! here to blog again!

today was a pretty alright day! since i ended school earlier than all my others friends :) went home pretty early after buying my mum’s stuff and my sis was actually watching 梁婆婆 on the laptop =.=” WITH HER FREN SOMEMORE! anyway, did some housework and had lunch, while i was about to start on my homework ‘diligently’ olan called me and i end up chatting with her on the phone. (WHICH resulted in me not doing any homework and missed watching 娱乐百分百. T.T) after i ended the call, thinking that i can finally start doing my homework, i saw chia chia came online and i END UP msn-ing with her. wasting more time! WHEN I FINALLY FINISH MSN-ING, sis called to inform me she’s home and we went out for dinner. THAT would be abt 715 and we ate all the way till 845 cos we were visiting the SUPER SMALL pasar malam in my neighbourhood. :D bought a new tee shirt at the pasar malam! a elmo tee shirt for $4.90 nia!!!! haha, good deal! also bought spongebob stickers and i was so TEMPTED to buy all the cute children’s watch cos its so prwetty! (: anyway, i’ve finally finished my maths homework and i am currently pondering on whether i should do my geog outlines first for tmr’s mini essay writing during remedial. THERE’S ECONS ESSAY AS WELL!!!! >.< yeah! thats wadever that has been going on in my life for today.

realised that i haven been speaking to them at all after the incident. its not like we’ve been talking since last time but there is certainly this weird awkwardness that i’ve felt between me and them.oh wells, might as well just heck care and hope that the year will pass ASAP! so that we will not be in anyone’s life from then on.

ohwells, i should probably start on my stupid essay outlines! BYE BYE!

 

p.s SCREW ALL THE J1S THAT FLOCK INTO THE CANTEEN! HOW CAN THEY TAKE UP THE SEATS WHEN THEY ARENT EVEN EATING AT ALL!

YEAH YEAH! BLOGGING AGAIN!

j1s have finally made their way into our school. the entire school is flocked with so many many people! i dun like it. the canteen is so packed now! the bus is so packed now! AHH! dun like dun like~!

anyway, Chingay has officially ended. good time although the waiting time is so long! okay, im loss for words again lah! dunno wad to type le!

ohya! i finally saw some juniors in my school! there is still alot of st nicks people! which is good! many many riverside sec ppl as well! and bowen! YESH! THE ONLY BOWEN GIRL IN J2 HAS MANY MANY JUNIORS! ♥

IM BORED! there is globalisation work to be done! sayonaras!

贞子 ♥  菇子，鼠子，桌子！

OK. IM BORED AGAIN!

currently trying to rush finish my econs reflection on budget 2009. and im having a hard time! there’s so many pages to the reading and im about to fall asleep. i dun think i will be able to do my case study today le bah.

after all the constant moaning and guilt that i have experienced throughout CNY, i realised that yes, they dun give a damn as i felt so horrible the entire weekends. i feel kind of stupid for the guilt that i have felt. its like why shld i feel guilty about it, its like they dun deserve me to feel guilty. i really regret not enjoying the holiday as i should have done.  okay enough of all the stupid matters. if they are willing to let it go, i shall not probe too much on it anymore before i make myself go crazy over something so worthless like this.

im going to collect my chingay shirts tmr and i cant wait for chingay to get over. i sort of regret having to sign up for chingay. its like going to end so late in the night. and i think im going to be pretty tired for the entire week even though im ending school at 12 noon tmrw (: its chia chia birthday tmrw but she might not be able to come out for celebs. SO SAD LORHS! i think i will most prob ask olan to come out for a mini duo gathering and treat her the stupid meal that I HAVE OWED HER OVER THE CNY!!!! sis wun be home tmr as she will be going for kbox and movie and wdv plans she have. lucky her getting a break because of the good o level result. IM SO NOT HAPPY WITH THE STUPID SYSTEM AS DEY DUN DESERVE THE BREAK THAT SHLD HAVE BELONG TO US (GRADUATES).

went for photog today cos sarah personally messaged me to remind me about the session today. pretty stupid i have to say. i tot i was like the only one that have been constantly ponning every photog session but it somehow turn out to be like every photog member has been ponning the damn cca, screw the waste of 2 hrs spent today doing nothing but photographing green apple and some green looking ipod. AND! the stupid and ugly blue care bear. its such a waste of time to go back for photog session. lucky me that there is no photog next week and i will most probably pon the next few sessions (apart from cca bazaar which i suppose is COMPULSORY)

OKAY, I SHLD REALLY START READING FOR THE NTH TIME OF READING 1.

adios~

hello!

just trying out the Windows Live Writer to see if i can post a new entry!

bye!

i really hate this new year. everything just seemed so pessimistics. i haven got over the stupid issue. i guess people are probably enjoying the new year mood after all the comments that they have left while im left alone here, sulking over something so meaningless. urgh i really dun know how to deal with all these problems. im really undergoing depression now. i hate my life currently. all these stupid conflicts that im facing its just like in 2005. i hate whatever is happening and i really wished to leave what i have for now aside. hope that everything will turn onto a brighter side soon.

haiz, im feeling really lousy since yesterday.

i know everyone feels that way lah.

i dun want to be involve in anything,

i dun care wad other people say about us.

i'll just remain woodblock for the rest of the time till everything is really over. like REALLY.

SCREW 2009!

okay, bday wishlist! for whoever that is supposed to see this

1. NEW BAG! preferably the black 'leather' (its PVC actually) bag :D
2. BEAN BAG SET FROM SPOTLIGHT, i dun mind paying for the foam myself at all! ^^
3. ANG POW! well, if u are too lazy to get me anything!
4. anything thats DOMO KUN / TOTORO / USA CHAN ♥

actually i dun really wan anything lahs. oh wells. bye lor

updating again cos i want to! this shall be the last thing i do before i off-ed the comp and start mugging for chem test and 'prepare' for tmrw's geog tutorial.

okay, i am beginning to feel the stress of a J2 life. and what?! ITS ONLY THE SECOND DAY I START MY LESSONS OFFICIALLY. i've only been getting an average of 4 hr sleep everyday. WHICH IS NOT ENOUGH AT ALL. i miss my more than 12 hour sleep during the holiday. why am i so stupid to sign up for chingay. now that i have training every saturday, i cant get my sleep as well. URGH! anyway, life's hectic. there's chemistry test tmrw, supposingly 2 presentations to be done (GP and ECONS) and there is the FREAKING GP REMEDIAL WHICH NO DOUBT I WILL BE IN! haiz, its like until so late. very sian! 430 den go home T.T haiz, next week timetable worst sia. OMG lah.. den i think of the maths test and the BLOCK TEST. I AM SO DEAD.

期待假期的来临! i nid a short break to tune my life back to normal. anyway. 17 feb is abt to come. :D shall put up my wishlist soon! *hint hint*

ok. Im depriving of sleep currently. I am still trying to chiong my maths hw cos there's maths tutorials on the first day of school. Haiz. Im super tired. I din get to sleep yesterday cos i was rushing my hw and i was afraid that i might overslept for the stupid chingay training. Din get to take a break other than the 4 hr sleep that i've got before dinner. Oh wells. Anyway. Ytd was my mum and jia's bday. Happy birthday to the both of them. :) haven got a chance to celeb w/ jia yet cos she is super booked and she can only make time for us like only on the 17 of jan. Tat will be like a week away frm her bday. =.= okay. Shall talk abt the fantastic meal i have last night. Went to thomson area for mummy's bday celeb. Settled down in tis chinese restaurant near casurina prata. It was super de packed. But the food was fantabulous!! Esp the chilli crab. And the yummy man tou :) my faves. Mummy say we will be goin ther during new year agn to celeb along w/ her workers. :) haiz. Im really tired but i cant afford to sleep anymore cos i noe i wont be able to wake up in time for the busy schedule i have for the day.
1. Meeting jia at 6 in the morn at macs to chiong finish our hw. 2. Meeting econs grp to rush finish the stupid proj that is due right smack on monday =.=
3. Continue to rush all my hw, equals to ... ...
Econs project
GP Compre
Many many fucking maths hw.
Im so glad i dun have geog lessons on monday but im very doubtful abt chem hw cos i have 1 and 1/2 hr tutorial on monday. Oh wells. Sayonara liao lor. Nid rush hw =.=

hello! updating today cos im trying to stall time for reading fan fic. I DUNNO WHY! urgh~

okay.. HW! SUPER DE SHIT! cos i am having a very difficult time to complete it! ITS THURSDAY LE. omg omg omg omg omg omg~~ haiz. im bored lah. sian lah
this is a stupid post.

anw, i've bought my mummy's bday present, jia wei's bday present and my new pencil box! SUPER DE CUTE~ mummy bought me a new bag. which is super ugly. IM MEETING ECONS GRP ON THE LAST DAY OF THE HOLS O.O T.T
chingay training on SATURDAY!
CHINGAY plus MEETING MOJO on the next SATURDAY~
AHHHHHHHH


i dun wan school to start!
OMG! i hate school. except for the part where i can meet my NY clique everyday ♥

bye bye T.T

it's not that i feel the urge to blog or anything, just that i find that i should probably update because it's been 5 days since i updated and this will be my first blog of the year 2009!

oh wells, im finally back from the chalet trip with my sec 2 clique! nothing much happened actually except that i-got-drenched-in-the-water-bomb-games-just-right-after-i-recovered-from-my-cold. well it was fun and EXHAUSTING at the chalet considering that i haven caught a wink the day before i left and we actually stayed up the entire night hanging around (aka midnight movies, games, water bombing, swimming, MORE games and blah blah blah) i practically fell asleep thruout the entire bus trip home from pasir ris to amk. anyway, since it is the new year, i should probably start the entire reflection and the new year's resolution thingy.

REFLECTIONS:

hmm, it was a pretty short year for 2008, since i seriously only managed to start my studies like around march/april ?! i consider 2008 a year filled with up and downs. well, its hard to adapt to a totally new environment (nyjc) and meeting new people since im all quiet and NON-enthu when facing people that i'm not closed with. studies were pretty okay just that this year was actually the first time that i actually cried over results, but i supposed that i probably still cope quite well for the stress faced. i'm glad that i get to know so many great people in the class (aka NY CLIQUE) enough with NY! SN clique is still going STRONG and HEALTHY although only me weiduo and olan meet up often enough while the rest just disappear into thin air *poof* some problems occured as well such as *ahem*. well, problems are still ongoing but i've learnt to let it go after a few days. oh wells, im glad that i actually bonded more often with MOJO GANG because of the chalet and the constant basketball session. well, i love you guys and even though we might have drifted apart over the 2 years, i believe that we will probably continue to be great friends. (im going to make the chalet an annual event for the MOJOs!)

RESOLUTIONS:

okay, i've no ideas what is a resolution yet but im guessing that that will be the goals i would liek to achieve for the year 2009. OF COURSE FIRSTLY, i hoped that i will do good enough for my As so that they will be good enough to put me into my dream course in NTU : Maritime Studies ♥ SECONDLY, i hope that i will be able to finally learn how to settle down and actually start studying seriously so that it will ensure me to my BRIGHT~ FUTURE! THIRDLY, i hope that i will continue to stay strong in all the relationships i have with the people i love. oh wells, i've no more idea what else to write so lets move on onto something else.

im currently still hooked on to maple which is of course not a really good thing. COUNTING DOWN 10 DAYS TO THE START OF SCHOOL and i have alot of hw to do:
1. MATHS; my no.1 enemy
2. GEOGRAPHY; essay and DRQ qn 2
3. ECONOMICS; (WR is still in the writing process, OP is dead)
4. CHEMISTYR; there is hw but i dun noe
5. GP; urgh! more compre to do, and the sucky summary D:

i also owe alot of people money $$$ but im not getting angbao money. SO IM DEAD!
1. jia wei 12 bucks
2.chia ying 11 bucks
3. zhen yan 18 bucks
4. olan a meal
5. xiu wen meal at new york new york

okay. im sad and broke. and im going to find something to do now. BYE!

hey people! it's CHRISTMASSY~ haha! well, nothing going on today. except slacking at home and im going out later to take away kfc. such a weird life on xmas. oh wells. i wonder if tmrw's date to watching twilight will be still on. IT WILL BE MY THIRD TIME WATCHING IT~ anyway... going off to the chalet in 3 days time. and nobiody has informed me on anyth yet. I NID TO CHECK WITH LIM CHIA! okk, was pretty annoyed with the constant rining of the sms tone of my phone cos everyone was sending me their xmas wishes. oh wells. THANKS ALOT PEOPLE. i tried to send sms to everyone at 12. but i couldnt send at all. so this shows that haywireness of the telephone system =.=" im bored and im sneezing all the time. IM HAVING A COLD SOON! oh mans. cant wait to meet everyone at the chalet. BYE BYE!

yeah! in the mood to update my blog again! muahahaz!

i've been going for chingay first aid training for the past two days and yupps, lots of fun! although ther's only me and xiu xiu. (we initially ask SO MANY people to join us ) although lectures on the theory is a lil bit boring, i really enjoyed the practicals! so funny de lah! haha!! today we had training for CPRs. gave away my first 'kiss' to lil anne! and i kissed lil anne 10 times today leh >.< i think i passed the first aid test bah! CANT WAIT FOR MY CERT TO COME TO ME BABY!~ haha

for pics on the bandaging practical
go to: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=78240&l=52b1a&id=639376994

no pics for lil anne cos it was a grp thingy. haha! i shall go find online pics of lil anne!

been hanging arn in maple these few days~ haha! mapling just became part of my life AGAIN! bye then people~!

i have nothing to blog about today. nothing interesting happened at all. except that it was a day out with jia wei, yanni and chia ying. went out to hang out and catch a movie before me and jiawei acted like lesbians all the way home. well she refused to let me out of the bus at first but i got out in the end and i've been stuck at home watching tv till now. i going to start watching my 霹雳MIT and 我的亿万面包. bye bye!



steamboat on wednesday is cancelled people! (SN clique's steamboat! not the XW's one)

YEAH! i'm updating again!

it's sunday and i have just spent my time reading finish the book that i've just finished. shall update abit on my trip to sentosa ytd~

woke up early in the morning to fry some fishballs for the clique to eat! met up with jasmin and yanni before we set off for vivo city and i've gotten JASMIN LEE the bday girl and pretty cake! (today's jasmin's bday! HAPPY BDAY GIRL!) As olan was late, we told wei duo to come out later while the 3 of us went to vivo mart and started trying out their heels and try to find a E cup bra for yanni! went to palawan beach again and was glad that the weather was good, though it started to drizzle right after we are getting ready to start on lunch that olan had prepared for us! well, after i lunch, i've gotten into the water and stuck there till 3 plus before i got chasen out of the sea by the life guards because the sky was getting really dark! (didnt even rain at all though =.=") yanni taught me how to swim yesterday and all i've done was practicing the hand. but im so glad COS I GOT SUNTAN! yeah! like finally after so many trips to the beach that i've gotten a tan! we ended the outing with cam whoring session and drinking the sparkling juice that we have bought. its like a tradition to do so everytime we go to the beach! went home after that!

( for photos: go to http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=75700&l=ad3bf&id=639376994 )

update for the day:

i'm irritated with the certain someone again. not going to reveal much in case she finds out too much.

oh wells, i went back to acer service centre just now and they say that will be doing a home visit to fix my stupid CPU! oh yeah! that saves me loads of trouble travelling all the way to jurong industrial district just to get it fixed again and again... i didnt go to IMM in the end, but daddy brought me to bukit timah market for dinner. their food is really nice. had ordered oyster omelette and rojak! haha, i've been eating oyster omelette all the time lah! yum yum. okay im getting bored. bye le! going to wait for MIT to start!

i♥aaron!

okay! i'm finally feeling the urge to blog!

i've been in an irritated mood with a certain someone. its not like this had only happened recently, its has been an ongoing thing, just that the person happened to be really irritating these few days. well, i think she is like a certain someone i know, mild case though. i think that she believes that the world revolves around her. its not really that obvious but as time goes by, i tend to notice that most of the time. i have no idea what i want to do about it. i dun want to lose her as a friend, and im afraid that being too honest with her might hurt her feelings. heck lah, shall just leave the matter as it is. maybe things will tend to change for the better after a period of time.

well, my maid's officially gone. so i have to start doing housework. not that i really mind with all the i have nothing to do at home thingy~ its just like i've sort of found something to spend my time on. been washing all the plates and thingy~ and my finger tend to hurt from the scrubbing. im currently still quite happy with my "new" life. things will be pretty busy for the next week. tmr's SN clique Sentosa trip and jasmin's bday celebration. apparently olan is thinking of not coming and i had enough and decide to let her choose herself. supposingly a kbox outing on monday, steamboat tentatively on wednesday and the following monday will be the training for chingay. okay! IM GLAD THAT IM GETTING BUSY! i've to go to acer to get the stupid cpu fixed (they didnt fixed it lah!) again. going IMM as well. my day is going to be full today! so im happy now as i have something to keep my mind off the irritating matters.

adios~
p.s MIT is tonight!!! i♥arron :D

it's a torture to try to find something to do during this holidays even though i am suppose to have alot of things to do. well, i've been hanging around facebook the whole time. everyday is just pet society and geo challenge. if not, i will just go on and read fanfics. i've been reading so many fanfics that nth else interest me anymore. haiz, currently hooked onto 2 shows, MIT and Love or Bread! but i always have to wait for a week before i can watch the next episode! urgh! thats why i find life a torture. haiz, shall not blog anymore. i just find that i have nth to do here anymore. bye lah!

i♥aaron!














and TWO MORE DAYS to i know what.

hello people! i've realised that it is time for me to update this almost dying blog.

nothing's up recently, just that i *might* have a busy schedule ahead.

• NY clique is going to sign up for CHINGAY 2009 as ushers. trainings starting soon i guess
• Sentosa outing with NY clique next tuesday for some sun tanning session again! (TBC)
• many many many homeworks to be completed T.T
• ANOTHER Sentosa outing with SN clique somewhere during December
• Chalet outing with Sec 2 clique during January
• JIAWEI's birthday celebration
• XIUWEN's birthday celebration
• MUMMY's birthday celebration
• countdown @ JIAWEI's hse?!
• celebrations with NY clique on christmas eve?!
• XIUWEN's feast treat on i dunno when o.o
• OLAN's date for revenge

im trying to look for a job right now but i dun even know if i will be able to slot it into my busy schedule. i need lots of money so that i can afford all the bday presents and christmas present and the chalet! SO MUCH MONEY NEEDED!!! been stuck at home lately. or i should say, I'VE BEEN TRYING TO GET STUCK AT HOME. still visiting the library on a frequent basis and economics project is going well for now (i presume lahs). i really miss ah jia! hope she really comes back soon enough! and yanni too which is flying off on saturday T.T. ah chia is working le, so i guess we can only meet up during weekends or after her work. basketball sessions on hold for now. haiz, i hope that the holidays really ends soon! and i realise i got alot more to learn and cope with after she's gone!

P.S. hope that my mummy will just get me my dream oven (:

haha, i havent updated for a LONG time. not going to blog much today anyway.
im so gonna have a long and busy week to go. going out with weiduo again on fri. sending jia wei off on saturday, there's 2 chem lesson at different timing tmr. SUPER STUPID. haiz, im getting really sick of the school and the holidays. im totally bored and i have nothing to do at all. and then there is all the stupid homework. T.T nvm, i've borrowed new books from the library and i bought the 小猪's book from popular today (: shall recap some lovely reading time! :D
ps. done with one book, 3 more to go! gambatte! WHOOSH

today, is the start of my school holidays. quite sian. but its okay! cos i'm going out later. WHOOSH!

Ok, here it goes, the essay on me, olan and weiduo’s life. Well i think this all started right after i started secondary education and that is where i first came about to know about the presence of wei duo. She was in my cca. I i knew her because she was the one who had transferred from st johns if i dint rmb wrongly. How weird to think of it now, that weiduo could have probably know olan before me if she hadn’t transferred out of st johns cos thats olan cca. Ok, on with the essay. Hmm we weren’t close at all in our sec 1 life. We were in different classes, and even different clique in cca cos i was hanging arn evelyn and adeline and that time while she was hanging arn priscilla’s clique. We really got to know each other, like truly, only in sec 2 when we were in the same class. 2 loyalty. Yah right. Haiz. Olan is still not part of our lives yet, but weiduo seriously dun play an impt role in my life as of yet cos i believe that other people in our clique mattered more than her. She was siting behind me in sec 2. practically thru out the entire year. She was always in the same position? The back row, while i was always asked to shift place by imran because i wasnt performing as well as he expected. Right. Haha, well, came to really know her as someone who is a perfectionist. Not really my type of fren as i cant really tolerate being a perfectionist all the time. (to think back now, it seems that i have alot of frens which are perfectionist: weiduo, tixi, yang yang, jasmin sort of etc etc) well, she was crying all the time when we get back our results and did really badly for it. Me, being the slacker and the heck care type of person, gave no much thought to those stupid results that i’ve gotton. So, i suppose it was unexpected to find someone to be able to cry all the time over such minor stuff. She wasn’t really into our stupid clique anyway, she seemed like a outcast perhaps, at that point of time. I think what really bring our friendship to a closer point was when we were asked to do the science project tgt. (hmm, or did we choose our partners willingly?) anw, i rmb all the staying back after school to test HOW MUCH PROTEIN BEANS HAVE. Such a stupid project, yeah, but me and weiduo were always the only one who will be staying back to do this stupid project. Okay, anw, on with the friendship thingy, i believe that we got really really close was when both of us were promoted to sec 3 tgt. And i think we were the only one frm our clique to be in the same class and same combi. So yupps, obviously we end up siting tgt on the first day of sch and end up being close and forming a clique within ourselves. So thats weiduo! And i admit that i still do not know her as well as a good friend should. She has her own problems yet i dun know any of them. Even if i noe any of her probs, it is not heard frm herself personally. Sometimes, i really wonder how the hell we actually get tgt and become good frens. Maybe it is the passion of singing and the love we have for chinese pop. Or maybe it is just how alike we are? Which i highly doubt so as i dun think we are alike in any pt of our life. I think she is bossy, grumpy and can blow up anytime when she feels irritated. Unlike me who is so understanding and such a carefree type of person. Haha! Maybe it was the heck caring part of me that i’ve actually have so many friends that could have probably offended me in some way or another but i just heck cared it! I think i have a weird life.

Nvm, on with olan. She is another weird girl and i dun think u can ever, like EVER find a second olan in your entire life. We came to know each other only in sec 3, yes, our short frienship that resulted in us possibly becoming the best friends for the rest of our lives. I dun even rmb how i know her! Really, i have no 印象 of how i actually got to know her. Well according to the almighty olan, she said it was because of our siting arrangement and we get to know each other thru boonyi. Weird, no impression at all. I think u can really get to know olan with the wrong impression. All teachers believe that olan is the guai guai student and is always chosen for big roles in class like monitor. But , seriously everyone knows how irresponsible that girl is! Haha. No offence olan if u are reading it. Like seriously, she pon sch practically everyday in sec 4. well she might say that she is sick but everyone have their own doubts. I think she has a motherly figure, thats why her name olan, and i think she is like a mother hen to me. She thinks that everything that the youths in the MODERN society do today is like childish?! Hello, she is even younger than me and she is like so motherly le? It just make me feel so 老不死. Haha. I always rmb, even till now, how she grumbles everytime we walk into places like art box, comic connection and minitoons. So NAGGY...THESE, are the places that youths like to go. She hates them. And this what i strongly believe! She always stands outside these shops while i am looking inside the shop for nice time. Do u know how disappointing it is to find her disappear from the shops when im still slowly looking for cute stuffs to buy and make myself happy. She finds it a waste of money to buy such things. She prefers practical stuff like cooking utensils etc etc. Guess what we always get her for special occasions.

SEC 4 VALENTINE: cant rmb but shld be some measuring thingy and some cookie cutter =.=”
SEC 4 BDAY: non stick pan =.=”
J1 VALENTINE: choco?! Cant rmb lah =.=”
J1 BDAY (this yr): measuring cup! Can u imagine?!

Brought her to daiso so that she can choose it on the spot what she wants us to get. Haha, her practical stuff are practically USELESS to us lah. Haiz, she always make up excuses like she can make us good food, yah la yah la, u happy i happy lah hor! So just get it for u! She even prepared what she want me to get for her next year le lah. Some cake display thingy?! Like i will ever find any use for it! Haha! See my heck care attitude here? Yeah! Olan is nice to bully! This is a true fact. Let me see, an exmple that just happened a few hours ago, olan was saying that i was the reason to why she and weiduo had quarrelled. And yeah, i didnt really give a damn becos of my heck care attitude. So i decided to play with her. I was ‘apologizing’ to her for being so bad, and she seriously though that i was apologizing like sincerely. LOL. I was just joking lah, simply playing with her and she took it so seriously. here’s another one that happen in sec 4? i’ve no idea why she suddenly paid so much attention to my face all of a sudden and so she blurted out, asking me why i have facial hair? Of cos, me in my heck care attitude decided to just answer her what came to my mind first which was that i’ve forgotten to shave them in the morning. She just simply took it without any doubts over my answer. LIKE HELLO?! Why do i want to shave my facial hair AT ALL?! Haha, nice to rmb over such things. Anyway, yes, i dun think it is possible for anyone to be able to tahan olan’s attitude at all except me. she’s a weird girl but i like it! She brings joy to my life! Entertainment i should say. Haha, it seems that i am a evil brat who is responsible for everything. I think she can be irritating sometimes, like her constant taunting over her nightmares and everything. Well, i wasnt really listening to them cos i couldn’t hear clearly over the phone and her stories were always so long~ hah. Just 敷衍-ing her all the time. Yupps, sian lah. Im typing this essay like in the middle of the night? 330 now. Bored, bye,i think the essay is done! :D

hmm, i haven finish my book yet cause i was too sleepy to read it last night. anyway, im half way done. so no essay for the moment.

i mentioned chopping of her head if she refused to on her comp. well, i think i can prepare the stupid chopper le.

update @ 2254

hmm, its so late le. i've off the comp just now and now im back. equally disappointed as before to see no one online on msn. such a boring day. if life goes on like this, i could probably finish my book by today. im like 3/4 there now. sian lah. so boring de today. no entertainment. my stupid sis is watching inuyasha now. and i am like so over it since i've have no idea how many ancient years ago. im so bored now!

posted a pic up on fb just now and it ended up a big discussion (me, gekyin, HQ and esther the brain)

added a new song to my blog. haha, was trying to upload some songs on imeem when i realised that i haven't heard this song for ages. OMG! really love don and drew, esp this uncle mutton song. it used to pei me thru my sec 2 study time. haha really missed it! enjoy the song people. esp the lyrics. ♥ it man. (i think esther is super suitable for the character that killed uncle mutton)

lyrics:

Watching Punk’d on MTV with Ashton Kutcher,
Reminded me of my handsome uncle working at the butcher.
He’s oh so slim and trim,
the man is not a glutton.
But he can’t find a wife because he smells like mutton.
Mutton mutton… smells like mutton.
He’s lonely and confused,
he has an empty heart.
He’s suave and he's hygienic,
he never popped a fart
in his life…in his life.
Everyday he wishes all the girls will touch his button.
He tries so hard to talk to them,
he’ll even let a slut in.
Mutton mutton… let a slut in.
He tries so hard to change his ways,
14 times a day he bathes,
but no matter how long he keeps on scrubbing,
the man would always smell… smell like mutton.
Mutton mutton… smells like mutton.
One day he met a girl,
she said her name was Keith,
her hair was gold,
her *beep* were big,
with shiny perfect teeth.
She loved the smell of all raw meat, l
ike fish and pork and beef,
but this girl would be his downfall,
his one and only grief...
His one true love, this nice female,
Escaped just now from Punggol jail,
this woman he saw as his wife
was brandishing a kitchen knife…
brandishing a kitchen knife.
She jumped right up and my Uncle fled,
from all escaping wounds he bled.
He passed away through loss of blood
because of all the cuttin’.
And this ends,
the tragic tale of Uncle Mutton... of Uncle Mutton...

i've the feel to write an essay on why me and my SN friends, namely olan and wei duo, can hang out tgt when we have characteristics that totally dun match. i shall start on it soon after i finish that wdv book that is so famous... wad Twilight? hah, just bought that book and i hope that i can finish it by tmr. yeah! thats it.

cant wait to start on my prwetty little essay eh!

haiz, today is really eventful. 2 post in one day.

anw, after i left thomson plaza, i got onto bus 166 home lah. got off at amk pri, and decided to take the bus back when i can walk home. it was abt 6.30pm when i reach amk pri. i was abt to cross the damn road, when TWO buses came and i was stuck at the opposite road cos the the light was still red. =.=" anyway, after that i was waiting for another bus to come. super irritating cos it was the peak hour and i couldn't get onto any bus. another TWO bus came and it was so packed that i cant get in lahs. can u imagine, i simply missed 4 buses within the half an hour. such a waste of time! anyway, i came home and continued using the omp while waiting for my grp members to send me the slides. tok on msn while waiting and weiduo and olan ended up fighting. i think its quite of irritating bah, cos their situation now is like constance chua and yixin. haiz, stuck in the middle again eh. sian lah. hope they quickly patch up lor. going to bugis tmr with weiduo cos she dont want to go home. and im done with my pw. so i think i can go to bed le! finally!

haha, im at kfc right now. eating food again! haha. with olan cos we've decided to go to thomson plaza. well. today was a very interesting day. so many things had happened lahs!

ainon came today and we had our first OP rehearsal. i think i've practically let down my entire group cos i think i've really done badly for the OP rehearsal. sad. but yah! sorry all the people = my group members T.T ok. i've really fumbled on my lines today. i was so ready in the morning. i even started reciting my script while i was in my dad's car to school. i was really sad when i cant rmb anything during my turn to speak. i think im really screwed up. urgh! i shall prove to ainon that i will be able to do it! ZHENYING SHALL OVERCOME HER STUPID STAGE FRIGHT.

anyway, esther was really scary today. no details as i promised her to keep it a secret. but yeah. she was like from this shy little hanster that evolved into this scary BIG BIG monster that went crazy.. BONKERS man! i think she is like the brain in pinky and the brain. so evil looking! like plotting some crazy plans. haha! so random but yeahh, esther turned scary!

went to visit xiu wen's grp in their little pw discussion rm after i had my lunch! everyone left in the end leaving me , weishen and xiu wen. yeah, gossiping as usual. then me and xiu wen went to bishan where i treated her a strawberry sundae and met ophe on the way up to the first floor. stood out side BHG and talk abt the stupid OP and every weird thing that happened today. yeah. and that leave me with olan here eating. i shall continue eating ler. bye!

OMG! im very very irritated. why am i always blogging abt her. ALL THE TIME. i cant take it lah. she is like doing what she is not suppose to do. she very the dunno what she shld do lor. everyone have agreed on what we want to do abt XXX. but then, just a few mins ago, she told be that she wanted to change the fucking thing. wdv lah. i mean shouldn't everyone be memorising their fucking script like RIGHT NOW! she is like no trouble go and look for one herself lor. if our XXX is going to do really badly. i will freakingly CHOP OF HER HEAD, STEADY IT ON THE FOOTBALL FIELD, AND SEND HER A FLYING KICK ALL THE WAY TO NORTHPOLE SO I WILL NEVER HAVE TO FACE HER AGN. fuck her lah. everything i sprepared and she want to give me more work. i hate her. NO, i alr hate her. i should say... i hate her more and MORE each day. FUCK YOU!

hello people! heh heh!

ainon didnt come to school today, which i think is a relief! ha, cos i wasnt ready with the script. anyway, spent today doing pw lor. its pw everyday. so dumb. but i think it was nice when people went for lunch, me, ophe, xiuwen, weishen and shaoqi remained in class to play bridge. ha! i think we can start a official 0833 bridge club le lah. its like we are playing all the time. okay, there is a bridge session tmr! so exciting! and oso mahjong session! so yay! tmr we will all be like gambling monsters.

went to nEbo just now after school. haha. such a interesting day cos we were playing spongebob monopoly and gossiping as usual. well sae=w this super gay guy, he raise his hands and den walk like ah kua lah. super funny. had fish and wedges and treated xw agn. and she ate my wedges and i gave away one of my fish. haha. she really can eat alot. haiz, sian lah. shall end here. got nth much to type abt. upload pics then!

Xiu Wen

Wei Shen

The class no. 1 & no. 2 jokers :D

okay, i've assigned myself a new mission to help constance chua feel better. hope that she will be in for a surprise tmr. cos i've no idea what i want to do yet! :D
and i havent start on my pw script. shit.

oh yeah! i finally finish my I&R and sent it to ainon! :D ahahaha! i feel good. well, it didnt take me too long cos i anyhow crap and i dun have a headache today. so i did pretty fast! yay! okay! i shall go watch vid liao.



p.s im so glad okto start today. nice nice shows to watch tonight! cant wait! MUAHAHAHAX

yanni

olan

olan

in the mrt

haiz, olan sleeping all the time

haha! cam whoring in the mrt

yanni ♥

yanni ♥

weiduo and yanni

weiduo and yanni

group snap shot

the 2 charlie angels got sabotaged!

another mrt pic :D

weiduo and yanni

yay! we got more food then weiduo and olan

she sleeping agn...

sleeping...

yay! yanni ♥

olan wear specs?!

yanni ♥

yanni♥

yanni ♥

still sleeping...

photos up for grabs, weiduo!

okay, im pissed today. not really going to focus much on the day trip anymore. cause i've so much anger to vent...

firstly, its her. im irritated. i mean nobody likes her or anything. so why are u sticking to me? im really sick lah. and abit she just keep lecturing to me over msn. hello lah? nobody's in the mood to tok to u at all. im just fuyan-ing u lah. can u just stop toking to me over msn. i really want to block u lor. 要不是为了that stupid XXXX i wont even bother over u. u have no idea how happy i feel that u will not be in my life next year. i have no idea how to write out how much i hate her. it was like when i see her came online just now. i really wanted to go offline. but then i didnt really lah. then she tok to me over something she smsed me ytd. yes i saw the msg and i purposely ignore it de. she just keep asking me the same qn. im so irritated lah. first she was asking me some qn, den it just somehow turn out to be as if i was the one in favour of her and she just keep on mumbling on how we are suppose to blah blah blah. WDV MANS. I TELL U. IF U HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA OF THE SITUATION U R IN, LET ME INFORM U. NOBODY LIKES U. TRUST ME THAT WHEN I SAY NOBODY, I MEANT NOBODY. NOT EVEN THE FUCKING "FREN" THAT U ONLY HAVE COS ITS SO OBVIOUS SHE IS USING U. AND YEAH, EVERYONE CAN TELL HOW MUCH U'VE BEEN STICKING TO ME LATELY WHICH I HATE. I REALLY HATE IT. EVERYONE NOES. EVEN IF PPL JUST KEEP TELLING ME TO IGNORE YOU. I CANT COS YOU JUST KEEP INVADING INTO MY LIFE. YES, IM A TWO FACE BASTARD. I DUN LIKE U SO STOP PRETENDING THAT I REALLY LIKE U AND CANT STOP MYSELF FROM BEING YOUR FREN. URGH! I REALLY HATE YOU

NEXT WILL BE THE FUCKING IRRITATING KBOX AT SUNTEC.
never never go to that kbox, cos it really sucks! i hope everyone will just not go there and then they will end up out of business and it will closes! or maybe they shld just change the entire management. i mean, what type of service to they have arh?! its the first time being there, happily going into the k box only to end up in disappointment. well, firstly their facilities sucks. they brought us into this room whicht the tv end up spoilt and their couch were like coming off?! and then we requested for a change of room lor. and yeah, the waitress was pisssed. wdv lah. u have lousy facilities then come pissed over us for wad. and then after that we have a change of room to the next one beside where it was nothing better than the previous one. the tv was obviously working well but i think there were some problem with the system as well. after that the couch were in a similar situaiton. well, i suppose that is still okay lah. the really pissing off part was that there was a group ppl singing very loudly next door. they were so loud so yanni went outside their room to see lor. after that dunno wad happen i think the next door ppl oso piss? abit they so loud dunno they piss wad and maybe they go complain to the k box manager or something. cos we saw this heavily pregnant ah sou loitering outside our room and staring at us then after that the kbox ppl came in. (so pregnant go sing k for wad) abit they requested for us to change room. wdv lah! they dun try to solve the prob and then just keep telling us to change room. thinnk wad? we very mobile mehx? so we were trying the nth better to do pissed at us the fucking waitress we dun wan to change and then she like deaf like that keep telling us to change. fuck her lah. after that we buey song lor. aiya. sian lah. im never going back dere le lah. NEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

need to rush i&r, pics up later. bye.

oh! i forgot something!
i will also blog about how FUCKING IRRITATING the kbox at suntec is!
bye(:

i'm lazy to post anything now, so i shall update on my life tmr.
TO COME:
my day trip with my clique &
the terrifying experience of her haunting you
bye!

lalala! its another happy day!

today is a PW intensive day cos we were suppose to spend the entire school day doing our OP! well, we were done with the video so all we were left was to standardise the ppt slides. well, quite a easy job cos we finished like arn 10 plus. spent the rest of the supposingly "PW intensive day" playing bridge and by luck. haha, super the shiok lah! cos after bridge session w/ shaoqi who left half way, we started to play by luck and weishen suggested playing with deleting out hp contacts as a bet! well, i was okay with it cos my entire phone was filled with ppl i dun keep in contact! MUAHAHA! but i think its quite exciting to see the reactiong of xiu wen and wei shen when their contacts were deleted. (XW got deleted those who were her rich machi! , and WS got deleted all the chio bu's no.) haha, well, XW got back her contacts thru frens while WS just mourn over his loss. continued playing till 2 plus i guess, before we all headed to AMK hub for some pepper lunch! YUM YUM!! haha, we were toking in there lorhs, gossiping abt everything including XXX. hmm. then went home after that.

im currently waiting for ainon to send back my grp's WR so i can quickly edit it, print and photocopy. she is irritating lah! my WR exceeded so many many many words. its like 5200 words now! that will be like abt 2200 words that we have exceeded. OMG LAH! THERE SO MUCH WORK TO BE DONE BY TONIGHT! I AM SO DEAD! AHHHHHHHHHHH~

ahhh! so nervous!!! haha, i shall go out for dinner now. BYE!

yay! its like finally i got back my results. and im really happy abt it cos i think i did pretty well! well, i managed to pass every subject despite its not really like a WOW type of pass. i think i shld be able to promote lah. shld be no prob eh! :D haha, anw, i think some ppl did quite badly so i shall make some cookies for them! cheer up ppl! i shall go make now and we shall have cookies during pw tmr! YAY!

haiz, such a tired day. it started of with waking up at 4 am. super early. haiz, den daily routine is per as normal. about to leave sch at 6.20 when my dad say he's going to drive me to sch. den i got to sch arn 7.10. which i tot was rather later than normal but i was still the earliest. =.=" haha, well, surprisingly there is no showdown today. none at all. but she scare the hell out of me twice. LIKE TWICE!!! hah, oh wells, the matter is over le. shall stop thinking too much. had pw lecture from 8 till 1030. so draggy and everything. and i was so hungry lah! haha. but i think it was rather funny how lucy boo acted out lulu and lily! after that we went for pw lessons w/ ainon and we got to discussed abt how we are going to deal w/ the op. SCARY Q&A SESSION!!! haha, tmr will have to chiong finish the video! must gambatte lerhs! well, after sch, we WERE SUPPOSE TO! go to east coast to cycle. but esther decided to not go, so all of us ended up going for a lunch date instead. me, xiu wen, hui qi, shao qi and weishen who left after his wings =.=" i got to met up with olan after that! @ pizza hut where i had chicken ole baked rice again! that is like the only thing i will eat everytime i go to pizza hut! haha! well, after that me and olan headed for plaza singapura. started off with a hokkaido ice cream treat! den we went to shop abt lorhs! i got to buy a new tee shirt today! so happy lah! 5 bucks nia! from IP zone! cos they were having a moving out sales =.=" haha! had dinner at this restaurant in plaza sing: Hot Tomato Express i think! cant rmb the first word! had this grilled king prawn! OMG LAHS! IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO NICE!!!!!!! it had some very very yummy spaghetti at the side, just simply cooked with olive oil and some herbs. yum yum! :D okay! i think i have a nice day today. just that i was REALLY REALLY SLEEPY!

i cant wait for friday's outing! pizza hut meal and olan's in for a 'treat' man! woahaha! cant wait to see how she will react. i miss yanni, jasmin, jia wei and chia ying. T.T oh wells, BYE PEEPS! (`..')

The lips that i tend to hate so much. Ppl always says its small. And it is supposingly 'nice' like the ying tao xiao zui. But i really hate it. My 5 cm long lips. ( Huimin once measured it ) i noe this is a random post but i'll still post it anw. I was camwhoring by myself just now and i realise i really cant take any nice pic bcos its always the lips that ruined every pic.

Anyway. Enough with the lips. Its going to be 10 soon. And i see that i haven sleep yet. Which is quite a great achievement for today. Well. Not really that tired yet. And i finally finish my kurosagi last night. Quite an unexpected ending i have to say. Well im hungry again. =.=" Tmr shall be the showdown w/ ainon. Quite agonising waiting for the day to pass as quickly as possible. See wad i mean to have ainon threatening ur life. Its just so irritating. I think im so gonna tell her how much i hate the activities that the sch had organised that i've actually decided to pon sch that day and on friday. Well, i guess i shall stop typing.

Just a note. I Blog this thru my hp. Which is a first to me. I hope it works! Sayonara friends! (:

P.S. the hp thing work. just that it created a new acc for me =.=" so i have to xfer it to this acc instead.

i've found the need to blog again today.

've been blog hopping the entire morning, reading from ppl who are supposingly famous but i have no idea who are they at all. haha, had a small chat with shaoqi over sms to find out what the hell is ainon going thru but it seemed that she should be okay lor. sian lah. abit i think she's really bo liao and bias lah. wdv, anyway been watching kurosagi till now. wish that i can finish it today! yay!

bye!

im feeling really insecure right now.

ainon is so irritating, i used to think how wonderful it was to have her as my cher cos she was so sarcastic like prabs. but then as time goes by, her presence in my life is like a threat and i rezlly hate it. esp how she treated us after mid year. i think she's fake and only care for herself. ha. oh wells, decided to pon the stupid workshop ytd and left after attendance taking. but in the end she came back for the second attendance taking and obviously nobody was dere lah. LIKE DUH?! i think it was stupid enough for the school to organise such activities (workshops ... =.=") why dun they just make use of the time to like mark the papers in peace. instead they choose to make everyone come back for something as stupid as that and make it like such a big deal when everyone just ponned. haha, can u imagine, even ry oso ponned. she that type of gal can also just leave like that wad. LOL! aiya, suan le, according to sq, she was pissed lor. sui bian lah, nobody cared abt her wad (me,est,hq and xw were tgt eating bf). well i dun intend to go back today anw but just becos she was pissed i kinda worried that she will scold until very jia lat! sian lah. i noe that i wont go lah but i just cant help to think her reaction when we go back to school the entire week with her as cher. super suey. aiya, shld not think so much! my mum oso didnt say anything abt me ponning lah. so heck lor.

ytd came home and slept all the way till just now 3 am! hah. so shiok lah. i think im not going to sleep le. shall go watch vid! blog soon!

okay i should seriously consider whether i want to go back to school on thursday! i've been so used to the long holidays that i think im practically finished studies already. haiz, so sian lah.
reading fan fics these few days. oh wells, at least my comp is working ! nth to do, nth to blog about, just trying to find some activities to spend my time! haha, suan le!

imcravingfor:
Bak Kut Teh :D
black glutinious rice dessert
ice kachang
YUM YUM!

OKAY! A GOOD OLD FUN DAY WITH WEIDUO AND OLAN!
haha, its olan bday ytd, and we spent it at the cbd area. went pla sing for lunch and shop awhile. managed to get olan her 'practical' presents will me and wei duo grumble abt it. after that went to kallang leisure park, which was no fun at all. super boring. shall not go back there anymore! ha, after that went to suntec, hang out at gloria jean for some super expensive coffee which i really regret buying! i ended up with no money! sian si le! haha, den after that went shopping lor. saw many many fun shops and i finally found ARCADE NO. 2 with the dancing machine i want! SUPER DE SHIOK! spo long never play le! shall find chia after her o levels and we shall go hang out together all the time! haha, anw, on with the bday celebrations. at the arcade they were those machine where ou try to pick up de toy! spent 2 dollars trying to get a stitch for yixin's belated bday but den it wasnt successful at all. i manage to pick it up but it always end up dropping back when it fully raise. WHATEVER IS WITH THE SUSPENSE ARH! super de irritating! after that went for dinner and we ended the day cam whoring near the fountain of wealth! haha. shall post it later! anw, after we left, weiduo going home alone on her purple line~ me and olan continued shopping at j8 where i used up my last 2 bucks buying pads =.=" sian arh! no money left like TOTALLY! haiz, went to mum shop and she ended up feeding me more food when she just kept saying that she want to cut my diet. i got a whole lot of improvement in my mobile game [[Silent Hill]] SUPER COOL GAME! haha. kk i shall go bath and try the black head thingy wei duo introduced me! tmr mahjong session at xiu xiu's place! wondering if i can even wake up at all........

introducing: OLAN the bday girl!

haha. trying to step olan to death

weiduo's toilet snapshot!

there? there? there? WHERE?!

@ pizza hut!

the FOUNTAIN OF WEALTH! (which olan thinks its bad luck)

haha, trying to be the CENTER of ATTENTION eh!

attempting punk rocker~

in the end, we still didnt figured out where!

okay. today was unexpected. olan called back to resume the date. but i didnt go anyway. cause i was too absorbed in sleeping that i told her i will call her when i wake up and decide then whether i want to go. too bad i woke at 5 today. so it was super meaningless to go out anymore cos she need to be at her grandma's hse at 6. aiyo. sian la. now that im so awake. i dun think i can go back to bed any sooner now. 1 more week before i go back to school. but i dun think i will mind as much now since im so bored at home everyday. i should have chose to follow my dad to his workplace today. haiz, its all too late and im very lazy to go out now. shall find something to do den.

P.S. i've finished proposal daisakusen and SP today! GOOD JOB ZY!

so sian. my date with olan tmr is cancelled. and i've cancelled my date w/ NY clique for her. SO... i will be stuck at home tmr. all alone. so lonesome~~ haha. anw, tmr is ah qi's last paper! so! AH QI AND ESTHER AND ALL CLL PEEPS JIA YOUS!! haiz. sianz. got nothing to do now. BYE!

VERY RANDOM POST =.=!

shall update my life after promos. i think its pretty horrible till now. im penniless right now. and i dun like it. i just spent all my money at kbox on sunday. so i have 2 weeks to go and all i can do is do stay at home and waste my time. haha. well, k box was fun:) it was a last minute decision to go sing k since we were initially shopping at marina square for new clothes! ha, i think it was the first time that everyone agreed that we do not want to stay in k box for too long. it was super cold that day and everyone was shivering! haha! anyway. i guess we had a great time eh! shall go olan hse and play one day! yupps! ha, cant wait for olan's bday! MORE GATHERING :D

olan singing in the dark:D haha. weiduo took it w/ my phone!

self timer photo with my phone. i think its pretty okay but wei duo insist on another one. =.=

me and olan were too cold that we were snuggling!

finally. promotional exam is finally over for me :D
ha, i find economics exam so much simpler than maths and geography. I DUN GET IT AT ALL LAHS! i was like deciding to focus more on maths and goegraphy but it was so much of a disappointment because maths and geography is SO DIFFICULT! haiz. wadever man. i have no idea at all how the entire thing is going to end up. but oh wells, its time for me to take a good break!
my mum has been an irritant today. i was so fed up at her lah. i mean she just got into a 'i have to control' you mode. super irritating lors! haiz. wadever lah. not like after 17 years of my life that she decided all of a sudden to control me.
my sister has been a irritant as well. == she ate my apple pie in the afternoon and malu-ed herself yesterday while we were out watching han yori dango again:) haiz. i just hope that she will get out of my life sometimes.
oh wells, i just finished the entire series of nobuta wo produce. haha, shall continue with a new show tmr!
nobuta power! enter! kon!~

3 papers down and 2 more to go.
maths=gone case
geog=gone case
i'm so dead! so so dead!

omg!!!


o.0!!!


9 more hours to GP paper!!!


SHIT!!!

hmm, its so not a fruitful day today. i was dragged back to the prison again but i didnt really study anything. studied economics today. so dead cos i am so totally not in the mood to even flip the book. well, i ended up drawing again. YES, I WAS DRAWING WHEN I'M SUPPOSE TO STUDY =.=" i was also cam whoring lah! by myself. only myself. haha, abit zi lian but quite fun. went to shop with a cap today cos it was a bad hair day today. my hair was like all standing up and i didnt have time to tame it so i just covered it with my cap. haiz, today was a lousy day. i wasnt in a good mood after too much economics in one day. well, i started to bad mood cos my mum was ignoring me the whole time. T.T after that i was alright lahs. watched WWE on cable. super funny how the wrestler won the game just because he fell off the cage. super dumb but quite a enjoyable thing to watch. well, i was fed up with one of the wrestler as well. he was like super LJ. call himself wad M.V.P. LOL, he super de sickening lahs, was like super qian bian. haiz just irritated with him lah! i got to go lerhs. mum dragging me to pray early in the morning! she dragging me everywhere.

Pics:)

currently the wallpaper of my fone.

i got really bored so i drew mr mountain on my leg(:

3 more days to start of promos!
7 more days to end of promos!

i've been exceptionally hardworking aka efficient for the past 2 days! well, not that i really want to but there ARE circumstances that forced me to. my mum had practically dragged me to her shop to study in 'peace' without any temptation near me! ha, true, there was no temptation at all and i really did get to sit down and study like shit! at least i've finished the 3 major topics in maths liao le lah! [mainly: functions, graphings, vectors] i'm currently so sick of maths that i am so not going to touch it for the next two days! well, i also figured out that the only distraction to take away my attention from work is food! i've eaten so much today, like a glutton!

coke(:

soya milk(:

prawns(:

duck wings(:

mini chips ahoy(:

2 donuts- snowy cheez & apple strudel (:

PRINGLES! (:

durian puffs (:

sarsi (:

ha, stress resulting in me eating too much so unlike cons. (abit too stress that she cant eat =.=") haoz, tmr still must go back to 'prison', so i better go sleep le! BYE!

7 days more to promos!
woke up @ 2 today wanting to study maths! ha, wasn't successful at all cos i guess i only stay put for 5 mins before i lose my focus and when to do other stuff. =.=" this is so aint helping me in anyway. well, spent the entirre day watching vids online. i feel so ashamed doing so. but i was really glad to watch some vids since i have been constraining myself frm doing so for the past mth. (i've stopped watching my itazura na kiss for a very loong~ time) managed to watch Pure 19 the last few episodes. really sweet scenes(: i hope exam really get over soon! should really settle down to do some serious stuff!
gambatte totoro!

ha, random pic of xiu xiu which make her look like a intellectually disabled kid

(courtesy of esther's photo taking skills)

i've been leading a happy lifestyle these few days :D
there is like no problem in my life now since i've already learnt to let go of the matter. well, while XXX is bothered over her own matters, i dun really feel as bothered as before. so LIFE'S GOOD !

went to watch hana yori dango final on thursday with xiu xiu at cathay. i think the show is just so funny lahs, no logical sense at all yet its so action packed. =.=" ha, the start of the movie was like bombing everywhere. so funny! we just chua dio lor. esp when domyoji and makino was in the grand hotel and the window breaking scene. ha! i so want to watch the movie again! i've decided to buy the dvd when its out!

im so in love w/ matsumoto jun now. i mean i like oguri before him because of hana kimi and rui in HYD, but i realise he's actually quite cute. i mean his character in the show plays a important factor lah, cos his character (domyoji) is actually quite a 'touching' one. cant take it mans! took so long for me to find the hyd vids again since its like liscensed everywhere =.=" but oh wells, i found it and had a great time watching it :D ha!

few more days to promos, 2 weeks more to go before i regain back my freedom! i'm so going to k right after econs exam! shall go look for olan and drag her there! ha, k lah, shall leave it here and i will upload some photos and pics later:D

August 29th, i think i will most probably remember this particular day in 2008 in my life. i mean, i cant believe that so much have happened in one day. i woke up to this bright morning with a news that my grandfather had passed away. well, i wasnt really able to take in the news properly cos i didnt expect it to happen so soon with my relatives were still fighting about him last night and he was just gone like today. haiz, life's unpredictable i guess. well, today was also teacher's day celebration and tixi's bday. so it was kinda weird cos so many things happen today!

well, went to school and went arn w/ xiu wen cos her piano wanted to do smth at the 4th floor piano area. it was just a meaningless thing las cos they didnt do what they wanted to do. esther gave me the flowers we ordered and i so wanted to leave right away after assembly. we couldnt find any teachers cos they were asked to make a 'great' entrance. whatever lahs, such a waste of time! teacher's day in NY i believe is a day for teachers to play sports. super dumb. so many students siting at the grand stand doing nth and stare at the teacher compete against each other. well, harlod did join in and he was super de cute~ he was like in tug of war and den he was practically being dragged in the mud by the other grp -CHUNG CHENG BOYS =.=" haiz. but the scen was funny lah. den we also manage to catch a glimpse of william yeo in childish actions. just like wat xiu wen say, it is so rare to see him behaving this way cos he is the 'elegant' type of cher. anyway, after harold's game, i started to give away all the presents and ran away immediately after some camwhoring session with the class.

back to sngs, OMG, i really totally missed it! SO MISSED IT MANS! i so wanted to join in the assembly! T.T we went to the canteen where jas<3, yanni and jenny eats orange bowl while me and olan rots in the canteen while waiting for weiduo and tixi.after weiduo came we went to the staff room and meet sherwood and ms yee:D we also saw prabs and the entire clique swhouted at her and i guess we probably scare the hell out of her! even gwong was stumped dio lah! ha, den after that we gathered at lvl 3 bench and chit chat w/ ms yee and crap with everyone we noe! haha, after that tixi came, camwhoring session AGAIN =.=" and went to fam lounge where i meet even more ppl. after that then i go home le lorhs.

aiyo, i think i shall stop here le, continue w/ the funeral next time, bye!

teacher's day @ SNGS

teacher's day at NYJC

haha, i change my main page photo again! this time is wu xiu jing trying to eat some kit kat during some event in school. it is totally super AH SOU!

anyway, today was harold-y last lesson and i think he was super sweet! :D i think he has really been a great teacher lorsh! i think i was so bad in class all the time. i dun do his homework, i dun really wan to listen in his class because im sleepy and everything, but he still really patiently tries his best to continue the tutorials! ha, so he was trying to make everything an end today like really trying to complete his responsibilities! he even bought us chocolates and brought his camera to take photos with the whole class. i think he is really super sweet lor. i mean i didnt tot he would like write a letter to everyone of us! HELLO?! WHICH TEACHER SPENTS HIS PRECIOUS TIME ON DOING SUCH STUFF? SUPER DE SWEET~~~~~ ^^

haiz, buay tahan, shall upload the group photo that we took with him <3

anyway, ytd during econs lecture, the lecturer was doing useless stuff, so me, xiu wen, constance, weishen, esther, ophelia, ah qi, shao qi and gek yin were doodling on a piece on paper. well, mostly were mine and cons pictures, but i really love the doodle, i think i might just go laminate it to keep as ji nian! :D

the prewtty doodle we did :D

haiz, my relatives are all gathered in my hse now, preparing to fight again over my grandpa's matter, sian ah! think shall leave it as it is now! BYE!

COUNTING DOWN......
2 days to meeeting lovable clique
2 days to tixi's bday
2 days to going back to st nicks
2 days to feel REALLY REALLY HAPPY:)
i simply love no. 2 <3

hello again!
its the last week of the term and soon it will be like promos?! haiz. exactly 27 days i think, sibei sian diao. this week the timetable all very de long, likeytd and today? wad end at 330pm. so late lah. tmr will end at 230pm. still okay but still very sian. thurs worse lor, end at 4pm =.=" haiz, last week le the school still dun let us off. super de sad. and then still got the friday = cher's day celebration. haiz, i didnt wanted to go at first cos i dun really like any of the cher in NY except father jonathan, brother chia and haroldy. but den i wei le support esther go and buy the stupid flowers for teacher days and they super the crafty lah. only give out on friday! so have to go bak and collect the flowers to give to them. >.< haiz sian lah. anyway, ytd got PT which only lasted for 10 mins?!?! super de lame la. made me come to sch 1 hr earlier to take the test =.=" today got econs test and i was crapping all the while haiz. super de sian. tmr got maths test. actually today de then i stumped dio at the qn lah. but then kooi suddenly rush through the door and say he can actually continue lesson. so, ha, i got a peep at the qn lor! just now study the same type of qn :D today got pe oso. haiz, super irritated with the class lah. its like the one playing were those in fitness class, then the entire class who were suppose to play just sit there and do nth, i mean its like jacq was pleading for ppl to play lah. den XXX i think super de selfish lor, she skipped fitness and den moved over to the games class, yet she didnt even participate at all lah. i mean might as welll not even attend the lesson lor. haiz, enough of XXX. i very sleepy le. nighty nights

this shall be a super random post cos im super irritated now!
i mean, wads with all the big deals of all the kids nowaday? i mean they making things sound very serious that u actually cheated in a test. u see them scolding all the vulgarities and venting out all their anger just because they dun get to cheat in a test becos they dun have the chance to know the ans. i mean this is STUPID! GET IT RIGHT! ITS ABSOLULTELY THE DUMBEST THING IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD. you dare to say that ppl cheat and u dun so u are the good kids and everything. hello?! do u dare to swear that even if u were to get a chance to know the answers, u will not cheat at all?! COME ON LAH. SURELY EVERYONE WOULD HAVE CHEATEN IN A TEST IN THEIR LIFETIME. the only difference is that whether u were caught by the fucking chers. after that then u go saying how much u guys thinks that relationship are fragile and all. why not think it this way, instead of saying ppl are fucking betrayer, why dun u just dig ur blinded eyeballs out and take a good look at urself, saying ppl are cowards, i think u guys are the one. its not a matter of betraying all not. u make urself sound so good, i didnt cheat and everything, so how does betrayal gets invovled. u werent betrayed at all?!!? u wanted to be the good kids! so u have no rights to say u were betrayed cos its not becos they didnt want to share the ans with u stupid fuckers, its just becos u stupid fuckers refuse to know the ans. GET IT RIGHT FUCKERS U ARE IN THE WRONG AND DUN GO ARN BLAMING THOSE WHO HAVE ALREADY ADMITTED THEY WERE WRONG. OMG! I REALLY DUN GET IT LAH! HOW CAN SUCH TYPE OF BITCHES EXIST ON THE WORLD. I THINK ITS UR PRIVILEGE THAT XXX WAS ONCE UR FREN. U STUPID SLUTS DUN NOE HOW TO APPRECIATE HER, THEN IT IS JUST U LOSS. SIMPLY FUCK OFF FROM HER LIFE LAH.

this is not my personal experience but i just could'nt contain my anger.THANK YOU!

haiz, here i am, blogging becos someone asked me to. this time is weiduo!
i've just woke up from a 6 hr nap and im currently watchng basketball olympics lah. its like 1230am now. ==" i feel that im kinda useless these few days. just too lazy to find time to study lah! tr got maths tutorial and i haven even start doing 10b! haiz, kooi is so going to kill lor. anyway, ms xiu xiu taught me how to play the intro of apologize today and i've beeen training hard! must ask her to continue teaching tmr lahs! actually i dunno wad to say lah. just that i feeling really lacked of sleep this week.ok le bah! yi si yi si for weiduo to see that i've updated! bye!

simply updating for constance chua's sake ;D
life is still as normal as before, school and lack of sleep =.=" but i really did enjoyed my previous weekend>> 4 DAYS HOLIDAY!!! haha, played bball with jia, chia and yanni after meeting 4c clique, den went for james chia's wedding which i reallly enjoyed alot. saturday and sunday just passed like a breeze and i went for another bball session on monday again. i got a really prewtty tan but its sort of back to my normal color. such a pity lah cos i really loved the tan:D school rocks these few days cos we practically missed every gp and pw lessons. SO MUCH BREAK LAHS :D hahahahaaha, stayed for nigth study ytd, den me esther and hui qi had fun stuck in the history room and i space! friday very long long long. but den i got to meet up w/ jia and chia and yanni again! THATS REALLY GOOD! and i went to jia's hse again just now. i simply love her hse:D such fun place! i wan to sing k box! and i will ask lim chia ying to go w/ me next time!

@ james chia's wedding ;D

me and ah ni! <3

hello, finally back for blogging. its been a long long time since i've updated. i dont noe why but i somtimes just find it a little too troublesome to come in to blog. simply a waste of time to type out what i want to say. well, since i have nothing to do now, shall just waste my time then.

haiz. mids years are so over and life is back on track. but i still sort of no sense of danger/ urgency about the coming promos and everything. i mean i noe i need to buck up since my grades are like !@#$%^& i've tried...(being hardworking everynight since there's simply no shows to watch now on tv) but i can sort of sense myself getting back to my bad habits. (= watching tv even though THERE'S NTH TO WATCH!!!) I NID TO WAKE UP MAN. though i've been telling everyone that im actually fine with retaining and everything, i still wish to sucessully pass my promos and get promoted larhs! =,=". haiz! must have more determination man. why do i give up and slack off so easily T.T.

life excluding schoolworks has been normal i guess, just except for some up and downs. i've really been a little sensitive to my environment. i mean i start to care on how others see me esp her. after going through all the traumatising before the june holidays, i guess there is sort of this shield when interact w/ others bah. i dunno how i feel abt the matter but i do get irritated and emo somehow.i mean its still the same situation but i shld really learn to let go. OH MANS. why shld i even grow up. i just wish that my life will stop at my sec3/4 years. i mean, hello, all my best frens are still w/ me during those time,unlike now, which i have no faith at all to whats happening in my life. i dont really look forward to adulthood, cos sometimes i just tend to think too much, esp when i could'nt sleep and i start thinking of all the bad things that is going to happen in my life. grr. im so troubled. i miss my frens T.T

i want a usa-chan, just like hani sempai to lead a life like his~ ^^

for some stupid reasons, im feeling really unpleased at how the situation is now. first off, this is meant to be a blog that is updated on 25.01.09. just trying to keep some privacy within myself. (not that anyone will be reading my blog =.=")

i dun get it? whats the big deal about class bonding and everything. its not like we are going to get ANY closer after the stupid gathering. yes, i know that u guys have put in alot of efforts trying to organise the thing. but i feel that it will be a very weird situation for us to join in the farewell dinner. FIRSTLY! i have no close relation at all to her. the words that we have exchanged within the past year can even be counted by the fingers on 1 freaking hands. what makes u guys think that going to the dinner will changed anything. NOTHING WILL BE CHANGED. she will most probably forget that we exist cos we were not even close to her in the first place. i am freakingly disturbed by this issue. FREAKINGLY! i know that wad xiu, ophe and ws said makes sense. its true that it was our clique that make things seem so drastic cos we were the ones that requested for a change in the kbox to a dinner instead. i sound very contridicting, i know, OH MY GOD! pleaase save me from all these conflicts. at this point of time. i think we should just forget about all plans of bonding or whatsoever lahs. ii only want to concentrate on my own personal life. AND i dun really care if u guys will be in my life in the future or not. different kind of people click with their same kind. clearly, im not any of you guys, so i just like to remain in my own comfort zone for now.

no offence meant to anyone, and if anyone somehow read this blog post, im really sorry for my comments and everything. remain friends then :/

OH SHIT! SO SO SHIT!
its 1 day to school reopen and i haven done anything constructive. attempted to study maths and chem. THATS IT! haiz there's alot to do tmr.
1) CUT MY HAIR!
2) TOP UP EZ LINK
3) STUDY MATHS
4) BUY LIQUID PAPER.

eeye. no time lahs. i hate the comp so tempting and everything. >.<

im finally back from gentings. though i have to say the three day trip turns out to be sort of a two day trip =.=". it took me just around nine hours to get up the stupid mountain. it was really a long trip on the bus and i practically doze off every hour or so. well, this trip has been an eye opening one for me i guess. i always tot that malaysia is the urbanised city that people normally see like KL but that nine hour trip prove me wrong. all the time on the bus, there were no high rise buildings along the roads like singapore, in fact, i guess most of the people in malaysia still lives in their kampong like lifestyle. i saw cows along the roads like so many times... and all the oil palm plantation. it was like a mountain full of oil palm trees and i guess it stretches across the many cities that i passed by. the bus driver was a weird man afterall i guess. he was rushing like mad thruout the journey, and i even tot he was trying to compete with the five star travel bus in front of us. well, i have totally no idea wad he was thinking when we reached the foot of genting highlands. he was moving in this slow speed like a snail crawling and i think we took abt 1 hr plus just to get up. my sis fell asleep on the way up the hill and she was like snoring so loudly that i felt so ashamed and i wanted to chop of her head at that moment. well heck her mans. after checking in, we went shopping at first world plaza. super boring since i cant buy lots of stuff. i wanted to get e zuo ju sequel there but they were selling at a ridiculous price. it was like freaking expensive lahs! anyway got to get some private time with sis without dad and mum arn as they could'nt tahan young girls shopping >.< i gotto find a pretty good looking cap and i have been wearing it all the time. well we took away pizza and ate in out room till we die. my room was FANTASTIC! esp teh bouncy bed that we've got. super nice to sleep on.their tv show were so outdated and everything that i eventually got pissed off with it.woke up pretty early next morning for breakfast and we got to go the theme park :D lucky we were early or lse we would have been caught in that stupid rain. my dad took most of the rides with us. he's such a daredevil. we took the flying coaster. i guess that was a terrorizing experience for me. that stupid machine was blasting down the slope as if its going to plunge us to death and i was really wooried. then there is the 360 turn. pretty scary as well and we were rotated SO MANY TIMES! lunch was great and we got to go to snow world too. pretty boring inside but it was a good experience i guess. i slept really late that night. last day: breakfast, more shopping, and packing before we left the hotel. well i guess genting has been a good experience and i wouldn't mind going back once more. mum says that we are going malaysia for holiday again at the end if the year (most probably). wells no objections. just that i dun get one thing.
WHY WAS THE BUS SO MUCH FASTER WHEN WE WERE GOING HOME?!?!

it's confirmed.
i will be gone next saturday till the follwing monday. my PRETTY genting outing (:
31st may till 2nd june
from 6 plus on saturday morning to midnight on monday night

here i come shopping spree!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIDUO~!
hah, it's been a really great day. finally met up with my lovables clique and we went to our favourite place again- KBOX! really happy lah. since i get to meet up with all my loves except jasmin. had taken loads of photos today and there were vids of me and olan singing <<屋顶>> and doing the NY dance. after k we went shopping! i realise that there are actually loads of nice place to shop at! especially at TAKA! finally realise that artfriend is there and i think taka was having some sales or wadever? SO MANY THINGS TO BUY LAH!!! haiz, too bad i dun have money today. ate my HOKKAIDO ICE CREAM. super happy ^^! i want to build my own doll house out of wood next time. the doll house that we saw was really adorable. it just made me wanna go back as a kid again. haha! olan and me decided to go backpacking after As. we were like thinking going wad... Holland, HK, New Zealand, Taiwan (me) and Europe-greece and italy?! (olan) hah, we can get more ppl to join us lah!! I AM SO AWAITING FOR THE BACKPACKING MOMENT! gotta do my GP essay and send it to ainon by tmr morn. sian diao lah. haiz, tmr going back to orchard and i will be meeting my soul mate jia to study! 受不了! i miss my Secondary school frens like mad. cant wait for holiday then we can all go back to ORCHARD to SHOP!!!
anyway! i'm going Genting for hols this time, FOR REAL! yipee >.<


weiduo's cake: the mango came off


i swear she went KBOX to sleep!


the birthday girl~

they were dancing some chicken dance? or is it monkey?! ^^

the lovables clique

and we end it of with some olan squeezing session! HOORAY!

nwit's been a long time since i updated my blog. well, i wanted to blog a few times but i always end up being too lazy to move my fat fingers and start typing. its May liaos and im so looking forward to june holidays. haiz, jc life is super stress and everyday have to think abt so many things. i think i got alot more white hair to pluck liao la . this week is super horrible week. there's the maths lecture test later on which i have absolutely no idea on the chapters and there's econs essay test tmr, which i dun really mind larhs. and then there is still the stupid! pw to think abt. much rush the gpp and wadeva.. i was like doing the entire table last night becos i got so irritated with the template that the school uploaded which i guess was supposingly CORRUPTED. irritated and piss off. today helped olan with her GP essay and i realise that ainon is so much better than her cher lah. abit i look at her essay and i can imagine wadeva facial expression that ainon is to give if she was to read her essay. it was totally no structure at all and no organisation. i end up telling olan wad to do and even have to help her type her essay becos she did her chin up in the morning and end up with some injured hand?! i think i should just totally name it as my essay lah. napha was horrible as well. im quite satisfied with my 5 items but the run was torturous!!!! i have no idea why did i chose to run in the first place. i end up being slow and fail the test so why not might as well not run lah. sian diao. i just finish studying for maths and i dun intend to sleep le lor., since i had a 5 hour nap just now (Its not enough!)
haiz, i think i better start on my econs summary so i can sleep tmr?! haha. I WANT A HOLIDAY!

haiz, here i go agn. PI DRAFT NO. 2 IS WAITING FOR ME TO DO AND YET IM BLOGGING. okay. i actually quite sian lah. so im just trying to find some entertainment online and blah. school's great and today was wu xiu jing aka ah qi's bday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVESSS! gotten her a pair of prwetty earrings and she says it looks nice. so happy man. global flea market was today.pon-ed econs lecture and harold-y found out larhs. i was so trying hard to hide from him, like bending down facing yixin, just simple refusing to look straight into his face.n he found out bout me in the end anw, but he was super nice lor. just let us off. went for outing w/ lovesssss today (constance chua: so irritating, angel xiu xiu, hamtaro esther and yix=eeeks!). it was just AMK hub lah, went pepper lunch and eat lor. first time eating ther. not bad. an go bak agn. constance chua was SO IRRITATING lahs! keep saying i was the one who offered her 20 cents to get down the stupid slope and laughed all my way to the bus stop like a kee siao. super sad lor. like i will pay someone 20 cents to do smth stupid... T.T haiz sian diao suan le. yixs was humorous the whole day, sang the diapers that stupid lullaby, went crazy w/ constance and her trevor-lings (travelling) and then attempted to leave her hand prints on every window at amk hub. there was this ah pei standing at the window there looking at watch i guess. i was so far back, so she shouted by name and ateempted to touch that ah pei. SUPER FUNNY. yixin crazy le. haiz. i wanna go KBOX. and i miss my clique lots lots!!! haiz, pai ka olan so sian de see her everyday. miss weiduo, tixi, yanni and jas <3.

I LOVE MY CLIQUE LOTS AND LOTS. greatly missed

YAY, ITS THE WEEKENDS AGAIN~~~
okay. i suppose there is lesser hw this week comapred to last but still have to study for tuesday chem's test. EQUAL TO DIE! cos i only study atomic ia, the other chap haven watch lecture vid yet. sian diao. got back PI draft and was commented until 一文不值. super de sad. haiz shall do a new draft and hand in to ainon. TIME FOR BED. SHALL SLEEP MY FULL WHOLE 12 HRs!

p.s good luck yixin and olan for ur db competition >.<

YOYOYO! i have no idea why im blogging now. haiz, i have a PI draft waiting for me to rush lahs. anyway school's starting tmr, and i'm really dreading it now lorhs. counting dow: five more days before the next weekend comes. T.T anyway, i bought really loads of stuff these two days. went to my aunt hse on saturday cos i believe it was my grandma's death annivasary? ha, i have no idea lahs wat the event was. but the alot of ppl was there ytd compared to the last two years. more ppl came. yupps. sis didnt come along agn, said she wanted to sleep at home. wdv larhs. had lunch at aunt hse. nice lunch lah seriously. ate quite alot and i really liked the soup. I LURVVVEEE IT MANS! so anw, i FINALLY bought my pens refills. bwahaha!!! i oso got a new green hairband :DD and my prwetty nail polish (though its juz transparent lahs). for today, i tried doing my hmwks, i seriously did. i did my econs q1. ha, not such great achievement but at least i tried. i found my economics article for tmrws tutorial as well. did my PI half way lerrs, but i'm at a roadblock now. dunno how to continue at all. i went out for dinner w/ rents and they help me pay for my gatsby moving rubber. i'm so loving it mans, cos its alot ALOT better than the gel i used to have. its less sticky, or shld i say not sticky at all. my hair doesnt go stiff hard and it still has the wet look that i want :) haha, i think it fits perfectly w/ my hair band cos my hair doesnt stand up anymore! show u the pics man:

BEFORE...

AFTER...

haha, it stays on my head for now at least (: went to run just now as well. i am so dead. i take 17 mins to run 1km. thats like 1.4km short and i alr fail the passing timing le. so so dead. haiz, trying to convince myself thats becos i just recovered and that park i was running in was so slopey and everything, so i can do better! ha, must work my ass off to get the stamina mans. GO GO ZY.

k. shall continue w/ my stupid PI draft now. sayonaras~

YAY! its finally the weekends again. time for a GOOOOOOD~ rest.
i've changed the photo of the main page of my blog lerrs. cos ahji say she see the previous photo shimmer and glitter de very funny. so i decided to change it lors. anyway this is currently my fav photo. ((:
hah, olan was lucky to escape the evil clutches of dragonboat cos of the stupid rain. so she is still in db. haiz sian lah. today was friday so there was definitely h1 chem. kevin low is still as scary as before. he was like scolding ppl for the first dunno how many mins and he chased like i guess got half the class out bah. i did my tutorial so i get to stay in the class. i mean seriously, it feels good to be a good kid in his lesson. he went thru ionisation energy agn lor. which is good! cos i managed to clear lots of doubt. he also mentioned there is no chem test next week. WHICH = GOOD, cos i need hand in my PI draft next monday. so i wont find the time to study at all. furthermore, i think i need to clarify something w/ him bout the VA chap. sian diao. h1 chem cant display the h1 attitude.
ahji is really crazy abt the 9pm show and the stupid song. so whenever we mentioned abt the show, she will start singing the bah x4 wdv lah... so she just keep singing and singing. i think angel and ahji are both really funny charac. like constance. i mean they really make my day cos i laugh until like kee siao all the time. HAHA, whenever i think bout the harold-y joke i totally buay tahan. they are like very funny, even if i hear alot of time will still laugh de. which is a good thing :D
i guess life in nanyang isnt tat bad afterall, since i got all the fun people in my class. and yixin and shaoqi to like pei me. ha, at least im better of then olan. i'm contented mans!

haiz, its officially one month since i've been sick. many ppl in y class are sick now. so i am like thinking whether its my fault not. guiltiness esp towards angel, since she ate my germs-infected meatball and developed a fever last friday. aiyo. and i really think jc life is not suitable for me. either that or i really need more time to get adapted to the stress like shit life. everyday all u do is hw hw hw!!!! super irritating. furthermore i get all the scary cher like ainon and kevin low. dun do hw and u die... haiz.there is too many hw and i need my sleep. like right now, i actually still got GP assignment, GP lecture note hw, human geog tutorial 1 and ah foo is asking me to do my maths tutorial 3a so she can copy tmrw morning. so i totally dun have to sleep tonight, and so i will end up waking late and reach school by dad's car cos taking bus is just too late. sian diao. very sleepy lah. next week got chem test. den must hand in ainon's PI draft and blah.... aiyo stress lah. if i get retained next year i guess i might just follow into that wilson's step and xfer to a polytecnic. i am so going to convince my mum abt my choice if i have to do it. aiya. shall stop here lah. i have loads of hw to do. and i will not sleep before i complete my hw!
jia you zhenying!!!!

i've no idea since how long have i not updated my blog.
quite a eventful march holidays i've got. went for class outing. got sick on wed, clique outing have to be cancelled cos i am sick =.= and i could'nt go for OG outing as well. OMG LAH that was like freaking sad. anyway about my illness. first time i go the stupid doc said i gotten the stupid virus. so i was super sick. then i went bak to the doc ytd since it wasn't getting any better... the doc said he have no idea why i was so sick and ther might be something wrong w/ my lungs so if i dun get well by tmr, i need to go back for xray?! ha, i supposed its super serious. anyway i've officially lost my voice since ytd. so its like i am totally mute. i doubt that my voice will come back tmr lah. okay something good(: i've changed my hp :Dhah. i am like totally ai si ta now^^ haha. super happy. okay la. i sian le dun wan to type le. so sayonara lorrs.

its like 10 days since my last post. i wanted to blog bout my bday but was simply too lazy to blog abt it. many had happened during this few days. i am officially 17, posting result has been announced, and my freedom have been stripped away from me right after the result was posted. i think i shall start of with my bday den.

17th FEB!
its my bday lah. so i celebrated it w/ my family in the morning lors. had a cake. freaking expensive for such quality. but still, thanks sis for wasting the money on me lah~. haha. after the cake i left immediately for k box. was disappointed cos jasmin and ah foo cant go. ms yee came and i managed to get jia w/ us. so nice of her to pang seh her fren for me ^^. we sang lor. den got loads of prezzies. really loved everyone who came. ms yee, wei duo, jia and yanni. haiz. thanks alot everyone! i had the best bday party ever!

18th FEB!
last day of PAE. decided to pon-ed lessons cos i onli have maths tutorials in the morn. really regretted my actions though. didnt get to see shaf and sara for the last time. they all got posted to other schools. haiz. really missed them like siao! and i miss OG 9. ha, though they are still in my school lah!

19th FEB!
gotten my result at 6.30?! seriously MOE lied to us lor. so early in the morning. wanted to watch movie w/ jia and her fren in the morn lah. but den we all fell asleep in the wee hours, so we sort of overslept. woke up and the first thing i was to call evryone lors.met up w/ yang in sngs to help jia get her testi and then we go NY tgt to help jia in her appeal. ( freak the results is still not out yet ) watch juno after that. freaking nice. MUST WATCH!!!

20th FEB!
'first' day in NY. haha, same OG as yanni and tiak. freaking nice cos finally noe someone!!! day was normal. orientation haven start yet. FREAKINGLY MISS SHAFIQAH AND OG9!!!!

k. so some thing like that lor, watch L le on thursday. damn funny and the gory scene was funny! haha, ah foo was shocked tio. but i think is okay lah. wan to watch it again.

I REALISE I HAVE SOME WEIRD RELATIONS W/ PRAWNS!
ytd bbq, ate alot of prawns! eat until i damn scared of them. kee siao! today by maid oso cooked prawns. hokkien mee got 5 prawns!!!!
OMG!!!!!!!! IM HAUNTED BY PRAWNS~~~~~~~~~~~

RECORD: MORE THAN 30 PRAWNS WITHIN 24 HOURS WAS EATEN BY ME.

i hate prawns

ahaha, was eating choco fondue at olan's hse w/ arni and rui xin, den eat half way got 'pop' sound den the bowl broke into half lors. damn funny can?!?!? ahahah. anyway we make choco balls for everyone on sunday. so everyone must eat kays!! sunday go k box le lah i see, arni got school on tuesday anyway. LOLS. sian diao. veri sleepy now. did GP ppt all the way till 430. tok to winston on the fone as well. nice of him to accompany me lah. though he needs a listening ear as well. haiz. freaking sleepy now. cos i woke up at 630?! sian lah was like LATE for school. scare me can?!? aiyo. suan le. tmr goin home after GP presentation lor. dun wan stay lerrs. buais lah. just wanted to posted the broken bowl pic ^^

such a bore today.

happy cny to all :D

haiz, i will prefer staying at home today then go everywhere? abit tmr still going out. i finally got my parents to let me watch a late night movie and asked them to come along. budden the cinema the show all selling fast. so i could'nt get any tickets and we didnt watch anything. damn sad lah. aiyo. took photos today and i took a quan jia fu today. haha. i lurve my family ^^

my happy family (lovessssssss~)

totoro<3

sian diao.
WHY OTHER SCHOOL CANNOT PON CNY CELEB ONE.... i am not in the mood to go bak liao lors.
today olan came to NY to crash? then i gave a new name: foo foo~ {must say in the very la pi xiao xin way} haha. so first lesson was like econs lah. den the cher suddenly like calling ppl's name. so i went like:" if the cher call my name u pretend to be me horrs!" to olan. FREAKINGLY DAMN SUEY!!! i got called lah. what the hell. i think i today abit the bian tai lah. whatever i think of just came true. i was like in CT, then the cher play some LAME game. so i was like thinking of myself picking the thing i wrote which is like "my neighbour totoro" (totoro is me lahss) abit cheryl went up to do the presenting thingy and she got mine lah. like straight away! FREAK OUT~~ well, if she draw something more alike to totoro, i definetely will noe one. dun even noe what she drawing. think she trying to show the neighbour part lah... but we all like dun understand lor. her drawing sucks anyway. i tot it really look like smurf's house! those blue elfs/genie?!!? with white hair?! leaving in mushroom-like house. HA I USED TO HAVE THEM AS MY BEDSHEET WHEN I WAS YOUNG^^. so yah. wdv... kind of piss w/ FF lah. so rude lah. abit just took it away, then down ther sa jiao-ing, THAT WAS SO DAMN FREAKING GROSS. i told ah qah bout it. wdv. tok bout it on the bus w/ foo foo ~ too. EEEE, telling foo foo~ not to come next week so i can like go bak to my old grp for CT. i like my grp more^^
after CT me and foo foo~ went amk to shop for her CNY clothes like 1230 all the way till 9+++. actually from 2 to 7 we were in kbox singing lah~ freaky funny. we like choose the ban4 chang4 mode, so like only tune no words one. wu ding(duet by da tou gui) was okay but when singing zhuan shu tian shi, abit we went TOTALLY OUT OF TUNE! seriously. tried to sing bak to the tune but dunno how lah. so we ended laughing and stare at each other lor. LOL
i bought my chao GIRLY~~~ shoe liao. abit big by one size so uber difficult to move arn.i was walking like a slow~ amah.......2.9m (not 3) behind foo foo~. chao slow lah. my feet is like so pain now. foo foo~ still say the shoes veri nice. ITS LIKE SO BARE LOR. regret buying the pair of shoes.



my shoes.






its like so bare one one side, not comfortable lahs

haiz sian lah. dun care liao. shall not go anywhere tmrw. sleep late tonight and enjoy my "long" holiday. =.=

totoro <3

H-E-L-L-O!
i noe i've haven been blogging for such a LOOOOOOOONNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGG~~~ time... :/ haha. abit now i in school? yeaps, nanyang lahs
getting back the results on thursday le. THE OFFICIAL ANNOUNCEMENT IS FINALLY MADE! (: abit these few days i have been hearing all type of news.. like wad? the entire week that ther will be a possibility of releasing of result?! suan le. met up w/ jasmin <3 and MY arni on weds?! and CJC is really a strict school lors. heard from jas <3 that the AJ is like mugger dao~... actually she dun tell me i oso noe lah. BUDDEN i really like their uniform lehss.. SAD! haiz. then went back to school to visit w/ weiduo, jas <3 and me. i was like all red that day?! red SN cohort shirt, PLUS my fbt RED shorts haha. no choice lah. den fell down on thurs so my knee was like bandaged? so ms yee see me like saying " you celebrating new year arh?!" and doris tan too!! haiz cher's say the same thing all the time lorrs. didnt get to see lots of cher that day... no idea why but its like all the cher gone frm school lah... the sherwood abit weiduo just come then she leaving liaos... gan oso the same lor. me and jas<3 stand the noticeboard ther then abit the bell went off and we can see that the typical gan taking his briefcase rushing out of the corridor, a BIG smile plastered on his face as he rushed home. haiz. he is always rushing... so wu lao lao oso lahs.. just said hi and never tok to her lorrs. WE TOK W/ MS YEE for i think got 2 hrs?!?! haha. told her to come k box w/ us this week. NOW i dun even noe if i have the mood to go kbox not.. haiz. but i really have no comment bout the release lah actually. cos so long de thingy le. all the feelings like zao zao alr gone?~~ haha. wed got the games day lah. playing netball and the floorball.. haha. AND I JUST PONNED PE AND ECONS today! haha k lah. shall not type le. i dun really feel safe in the library typing my blog lahs... waiting for daddy to fetch me now. hope he come soon :D
buais

got my new comp lerrs! yeap, so i can go online now :D went to check about posting just now and got into my first choice :DD haha. good lah. then i can happy liaos lor. went bak to LW ytd, but then i didnt gain weight?! surprisingly lah. cos i ate alot of pizzas for jasmin lee's bday. anyway, i got into NANYANG JC =X haha. so thats about it. chat w/ olan last night and i heard some shocking stuff. seriously i was chua dio! but olan, jia yous worrs! dun give up so easily lah... w/ all ur pessismistics and stuff. shall double check whether going out afterwards w/ olan. AND TMR I CAN FINALLY GO PLAY ARCADE LE! so long neva dance le arrhs! k.. very de qi dai tmr's activity. shall meet up w/ mojo too! :DD

eeks. finally online! my comp broke down and i havent had the chance to go online. thats FREAKING irritating lah! anyway. i'm at olan's hse now. like supposingly play mahjong the whole day. yupps, but they watching shrek 3 now?! ha, so obviously use the chance to get online lah! :DD okay. jasmin lee's bday tmr. so we are celebrating it for her? ha. HAPPY BDAY JAS! anyway. i have no idea how many weks have passed in the hols, but days have been pretty hard to get thru. everyday is like so BORING?! and i'm not allowed to go out?! ( mum's order )sad live lah. rarely go out and my bangkok/ australia?! trip is sorta off. so i am really stuck at home everyday w/ no comp to use and all i can do is to sleep thru out the day. AND! nicole ann lee still owes me my wages! i'm so like waiting for her to give it to me so i like can kinda sneak out of the hse w/ money? so that will be like one worry off! =X budden lehs! i havent got it lah. and i really wan to get a new bag so much. my prev bag like lan4 diao4 alr?! like holes everywhere. yupps. and my mum say the restaurant needs part time 5 bucks per hr?! not bad i guess. but den i will miss kinda lots of shows lah. been sleeping late these few days. like around 5 to 6?! ha. need sleep tonight. woke up too early! and i need to GO GET MY BACHELOR BOOK FROM THE LIBRARY. seriously i cant find it even though the comp in the lib says its not on loan. THATS PRETTY SAD! i read half way le lah. OMG! freaking boring now!


I WAN PART TIME JOBS!!!!!!!!!!!!! CASH!!

bye!

hello!
long time since i blog. and I AM FINALLY BACK :D
life been ordinary. nothing interesting been going on. went out to shop right after physics and chem paper. and i finally watched BEE MOVIE! it was so DAMNED funny.tuesday went to k box. yupps. just sang alot of songs for 4 hrs straight. saw our school ppl at cine too. i had a new mum today. quite nice?! yeap. she seems quite nice. and her name is elyn<< such a cool way to spell it like that. :D tmr gotta go bak to sch for rehearsal. and olan was thnking of running away. no idea how. but we gona walk around after that. like i really wanna go ikea?! BUY MORE CUSHIONS FOR MYSELF =X. haha. and i saw this pretty cute head mask or something. like got bee head mask?! that was freakingly ADORABLE!yupps. wan to but stuff. bought my prom nite dress lah. ya. something like tat. kays kinda late. blog tmr :D
NITES <3

hey. feeling so damn bored.
many weeks past. 3 wks to be exact.
k thats all

hey hey, i found a way to clear my debts!!
ha, shall go my dad place to work ten days straight. my pay is $150
hehe... easy money xD
ha, shall go there and slack and study as well..
真的是一举两得!!

its 6.48am in the morning.
i guessed i slept too much just now, thats why i woke up like so early?! hmm.. most probably. slept at 6 pm ytd... sad case. i woke up at 4 am?!
haiz.. tried to study physics just now. sad, cant take in anything.. totally no idea wads its talking about... then tried to do the cards for the teachers... then decided im not artistic and i gave up lah. so now playing awesome house party.. but i still dun have new duties.. so i cant do anything... sad.
later gotta go to school. sherwood's lesson... sian. but i guess we doing mindmap today! I LIKE MINDMAPS (:
SHE cd rocks! love the songs eh?!
k, got ppl in my hse le.. signing off...

class bbq yesterday!
had a great time. and i reached home at like what 11pm?!
hah, cool lah.. rarely go home so late.
yesterday went double bike with thicksee.. got into accident... i bang my thighs against the bike. so now it looks damn gross because the bruise is so weird in colour and shape... contrast is great as my thighs are white.. in one one word. UGLY-LOOKING.
finally impart my skills to yuheng and xinying le.. heex. i am happy with myself.
body's aching... sad. and i am very thirsty right now.
ohwells. shall go bathe now and sleep bah. tmr got lessons... (sherwood's lesson)
bu-ais~

i finished my testimonials.
YIPEE YIPEE YAY!
okay, tmr got school and i am still not sleeping.
i am so totally hungry. couldn't even find a packet of instant noodles to cook. i stare at the cupboards... all i see is like milo packets and uncooked bee hoon. i look into the fridge. frozen food... too lazy to cook lah. look at the table. only 1 tub of margarine w/ no bread.
sad life.
my dad helped fix the dvd player. so i have dvd player again liaos. YAY! haha, watched all my dvds again today. shiok sia.
found more songs for my mp3. quite happy with what i've done. i really really want to watch movie right now. like REALLY. so sian, me trying to find something to do now. so totally boring. i was supposed to start studying my o lvls. and the computer wires were suppose to be gone since a few days ago. so i have totally no idea why i am so hooked onto the computer like RIGHT NOW @ 2.40PM.
we have class gathering on monday. so i was like thinking if i should go?! shall ask olan and thickee again. wei duo is going if im going. hmm, no idea lah. dun really feel like going. furthermore, the stupid school cancelled tuesday lessons. abit i already arrange to go back on tuesday to train the juniors.... now what? I HAVE TO GO BACK SPECIALLY FOR THEM?! fine lors. pissed.
okay, im just trying to waste my time. i am so attracted to go read fanfiction but im trying to stop myself. URGH.
TEMPTATIONS SUCKS.
WHY DOES TEMPTATION JUST KEEP LOOKING FOR ME?!
cutting my hair tmr, most probably. and i want to cut it back to the real short and spike up one now again. getting irritated with my idiotic hair.
tmr got physics lesson. just realised it. i am so totally out of place.


save me from all temptations. i cant stand it any longer T.T

okay, long time since i updated.
its the holidayys :D second day already!
anyway, i have two weeks of extra lessons, and i really have to start studying for o levels liao... currently i still owe like alot of stuff...
1) chemistry homework by tmr (no intention to do it anyway)
2) library book overdue since i dunno when (no idea when i will return it)
3) testinomials due on thursday (have no idea where's my draft)
4) farewell present not yet to buy
5) owe all sec 4s their namelist T.T (someone please remind me!!!)
okay, there's still alot more, but i cant remember.
chiong to watch finish all my vids by this week, so i can get my mum to hide away the comp wires.. since i totally have no self constraints. okay, so i watched finish like all already?!
-Summer X Summer (completed)
-微笑 Pasta (completed, kind of ?!)
-周日八点党 康康 Version (erms still dlding.. but not in my must watch list)
so now i am totally lack of vids to watch. since i watch finish everything which i might say is a good thing. BUT I AM SO ADDICTED TO WATCH VIDS!!! i have alot more to watch, but they all start playing at such a late date, i guess i can only watch after o levels lah.
want to watch list
-It Started with a Kiss 2
-The X Family
-Hana Kimi 2
sobs, o level life sucks.
totally fell in love with 北极星的眼泪 and 小乌龟. Such nice songs. i want to find more songs to put in my mp3. have no idea what other songs i can find. when watching wei xiao pasta, me and my sis so totally agreed that 张栋梁 and 辰亦儒 are so totally alike. erms, in some angles i guess.
okay enough i guess. bought a wood set. something u suppose to make into a windmill. HA HA! i completed it liaos. and i love my piece of work!
my sis say she's gonna get the effiel tower for me to make.
YAY! ZHENYING CAN'T WAIT TO MAKE HER OWN MINATURE TOWER <3

ehehe
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY
gave my mum a bouquet of carnations and she cried.
WOW. never knew i had such effects on her eh ?!
and i made a card too.
oh wells, who asked ZHENYING to LOVE her mum <33

FINES.
i am so damn irritated.
blogger page have been OUT. its so damn CRAZY.
i think i shall change it to something else?
i hate this you know. having to try blogging all the time and yet just couldn't do anything.
its the weekends, and im done with PHYSICS :D
seriously physics was one the subject i've been struggling to keep alive. furthermore, this test, i really studied DAMN HARD. so if im still gonna fail badly, who knows, i might end up crying.
okay, going on to my family. it sucks. my mum and the fucker have been having some sort of rivalry, and me being the 'younger generation' totally have no say in it and i cant really just go to them and tell them to shut up. so my mum have been grumbling, telling my dad to cut of the cost for paying my grandpa hospital bills and the main whole purpose of doing so is to threaten them so that they will not be so rude to my mum. okay. no comments totally. but the fucker have been really irritating. saying what she is free eveyday when my grandpa just admitted into the hospital, thus she will be able to take care of him. but somewhat as the month pass, she likes to grumble and accuse my family and all my aunts for wanting to eye on my grandpa's fortune.
HAHA, like he has any? since he have been donating his money back to china to build schools and stuff, he being from china.well, is seriously have no comments for that. but why the hell must she repeat it all the time. and my mum is really fed up for her accusing her that she went to dig my grandpa stuff when grandpa wasn't home. but that was really impolite of her. my mum have been expecting a confrontation with her since she said that over the phone. so typically my mum been going on like "i've been living with him for over ten years, and here she say i went to dig his stuff" yah, stuff like that.
well i hope that the adults realise that the ones in torture are me, my grandpa and my dad.
i cant do anything bout their drabble, my grandpa having to hear all what my mum and fucker have to say and stuff, my dad having to stuck in between my mum and fucker, and him always hiding away when both of them are fighting.
okay i have a lousy dad.
family rivalry sucks.
everyone sucks.

i realise two of my fingers went crooked T_T
must be yanni piece of work (sad)

i uploaded imran dancing and the combined cheer routine

AHAHA, ITS FINALLY OVER. I LOVE SPORTS DAY 2007 today, it was raining damn heavily, so we didnt do the family dance and cheer in contingent. but it was okay, the spirit of green house was F-A-N-T-A-S-T-I-C! me, kahyee, xinyi and jasmin (the four lonely S4C students) really enjoyed ourself. we screamed and take photos :D. AND TODAY I REALLY CHEER UNTIL I DIE. i feel really sad now, since its my last year in SNSD. sobs. can u imagine? TEN years in SN and i've been a LOYAL SUPPORTER of green! next year, i will be leaving the school, and will no longer experience the SN spirit and GREEN HOUSE <3>

BLUE HOUSE cheer routine
SCOREBOARD :(
our MINI warriors!
we are very sad of the result :(
me and jiawei- 10 years pals of SN! we will miss SN!

ahaha, the S4C green house members :D
me and jasmin being crazy
RED HOUSE cheer routine
GREEN HOUSE cheer routine
YELLOW HOUSE cheer routine

AND FINALLY:

I SHALL UPLOAD IMRAN DANCING ON YOUTUBE :D

GREEN GARRISON 2007 ROCKS!

I LOVE GREEN HOUSE :DDDD

ITS THURSDAY!
haha, tmr sports carnival! so dun need to go school that early :D
anyway, today was okay, no comments lah. but i seriously want to thank jasape for her countless no. of stickers. I love WINNIE THE POOH, and sherwood ask the class to clap for me today >.< (ahaha, shy shy ~~). well, lesson was normal, just that mrs fung was a bit scary today larhs. suddenly raised her voice. but it was all TXY fault cos she was the one who say just measure the angle of the diagram =_=". LIBRARY WAS FUN FUN FUN! hang out with the sec ones today. we talk about EVERYTHING UNDER THE SUN. including how lousy lijuan's obsession was. and then we (yuxi, me and jodie) were discussing on tmr hse carnivals ( WE ARE ALL GREEN ^^ ) and the stupid LIBRARY tee. so we were saying green will win the cheer, red and blue in 1st and 2nd position. so it will be a battle between GREEN and YELLOW. ha, we SN gals now our own carnivals so well! we also went through our cheer. well, abit know already lahs. JIA YOU FOR TMR. (plus our banner looks pathetically small, and it's as if it is the St Nicks banner instead of green.) and so we went on to the tee, and like saying since majority ppl is from green hse, we will have green tee shirt :D and the picture shall be in BLACK! ahahahahahaha!!!! stupid lah. sui bian lor...
then went to macs and me TXY and nicole went to warm the chair of macs and spoilthe reputation of SN ! nicole is still waiting for her dad, so they can warm the chair tgt xD
should i go out tmr?! hmm, CONSIDERING.
i love yanni and bangla :D

I PASS MY NAPFA! by 5 seconds
bye!

FREAKING HELL
the crazy woman went my house and scolded me and my sis for no reason?! abit like whatever we say we noe what happen? and abit talk bad about my mum and dad?!
i hate her la.
like i want her to come my hse everyday like that
kiam pak!
she damn irritating
say until like we force her to come my hse.
and abit can she dun be so straightforward?!
abit say wad my aunties (blood related) all very gu fu my grandpa cos they care for him because of his money?
abit my grandpa at home? dun she have feelings on how he might feel after hearing her say this? and she just kept going on that she dun care about my grandpa's assets and she do everything willingly
AND WHY THE FUCK IS SHE AT MY HOUSE TELLING ME THAT SHE IS NOT PLEASED WITH MY AUNTS AND SAYING THAT ITS NOT FAIR THAT THEY GET TO SEE WHAT MY GRANDPA HAS IN HIS ROOM?!
SHE THINKS ITS UNFAIR? FUCK HER LA! DO I LOOK LIKE I SERIOUSLY CARE BOUT MY GRANDPA'S ASSETS. I SERIOUSLY FUCKING THIINK THAT SHE CARES MORE ABOUT THE ASSETS THAN ANYONE ELSE IN MY FAMILY.
FUCK HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THIS WEEK IS SO AIN'T MY WEEK
i hurt my finger
i scratch my feet
i prick my finger
i electric-shock my tongue
AND my finger

THIS IS A BAD LUCK WEEK.
and i can SO FORESEE whats goona hapen soon.
im going to
1) lose my voice [[sports day scream too much]]
2) go damn sick [[already sick with flu]]
3) chop of my legS [[run until i die for napha]]
4) stomachache [[eat olan's food might die lah T_T]]
5) and i might just die

WOW. WHAT A DAMN NICE WEEK
MAYBE SOMEONE'S JUST CURSING ME ALL THE TIME O.o

ha, so tired after a whole day of work
went to work @ 6.30pm and came back @ 5.30am. the whole day damn busy la. so many ppl @ the road show. but quite dumb la, i dun even noe whats the road show all about. injurd my little finger. damn pain >.< running with olan afterwards to prepare for napha! haha, shall work hard. JIA YOUS! KAMPATEH!!

yesterday SNSO GOT GOLD WITH HONOURS for SYF!. haha, abit the whole secondary block was cheering for them when they came back. the 4 faith teacher scolded us for cheering too loudly as they were still having their maths test.
AND HOR! the maths test sucks. didnt finish the paper.
mum beside me trying to read the post. shall go. buais

TODAY IS A STUPID DAY.

Olan stared at me and asked, " Why you have moustach?! "
i replied back, " cos i forgotten to shave it this morning. "
Olan stared at me with her eyes opened wide, " Really ah?! "

can u find anyone more stupid than her? why the hell will i shave my facial hair?!

randomness

ahahaha
I FINALLY GOT MY SPECS!
haha, i luurveeee it!
anyway, i went out with olan after that lah. cos she wanted to make new specs. so met at j8. and we wet to this damn NEIGHBOURHOOD specs shop cos her budget was like ONLY $80?! i wonder what can u make with eighty bucks man.but she chose this metal frame specs. which is reddish brown. looks kinda nice on her. but in actual fact i think its quite ugly and ohbiang cos it was like the type i wore when i was P1?! ahaha. then i went j8 with olan lah. she was very nice. wanted to treat me swensens baked rice. i was like in TOTAL SHOCK when she say that cos we all know its ex. budden i was nice and i didnt wanna share my baked rice with her, so i opt to go LONG JOHN SILVERS :D ha, there was this FREAKING baby screeching. and EVERYONE was staring at him.
well then we walk around lor. then we went to BGH or is it BHG?! aiya, we were trying out the sunglasses. and abit all the sunglasses looks very nice on me. then olan looks weird. i like the red colour one which looks like the googles u wear when u ride a motorbike?! ahaha, IT WAS SO DAMN CUTE! after that, we stare at the clothes and figure if the type we saw ppl will wear to grad night. went fourth after that and crap lor. after that go home, i was at AMK hub buying food for tmr, budden on the way up the escalator, i so this chikopek oogling at the ladies underwear in the showcase. ITS WAS SO DAMN BIAN TAI. cos he wad like admiring it?! abit. after went home. yah!
so thats it. THATS MY DAY.
and you know what? something made me SO HAPPY.
my specs box is ORANGE IN COLOUR
:D
xD
xP
:]
=)

i have gone mad.
i am so insanely in love with nicole ann lee,
and i am totally immune to my physics 11 out of 40.

have been mugging the whole day. abit, nicole ann lee told me wad to study for chemistry. so i know how to anwer all the structured :D budden MCQ was really difficult, so i didnt know what the hell i was doing.

mr gan returned us our paper. and i was crazy lah. i laughed at my 11 MARKS and went around showing it to everyone. haha, i am seriously mad mad MAD!

well, going to complain about MC. abit today durig assembly. SHE TOTALLY SANG OUT OF TUNE?! SOMEMORE, IT'S OUT OF RHYTHM. i think she has gone mad after losing VP post to MG. and abit during prayer time, i think somehow her brainwaves went out of control and she talk freak man! abit she say what, DEAR GOD, PLEASE BLESS THE GIRLS TO RETURN ALL THE CHARITY MONEY AND SOMETHING ELSE?! abit? who in the hell will make such STUPID prayer. abit weiduo and i was like scolding her. even when we are not suppose to tok since we are in the midst of chemistry test?! FREAK HER LAH. mentally insaned women who might have lost her sense over the years.

okay, so i declared that MC is more mad than me bah?!

and i made a discovery today!
my frens all have problems with their back.
ha! that made me feel even healthier than them.
^^

ehehehehe
I AM SO FREAKING HAPPY
i've waited for more than 24 hr for the comp to rest enuff so that i can use. and i finally on it at 11.05pm
eheeheeheex
anyway, went out in the middle of nowhere with thicksee and olan.
ha GREAT TIME we had!
met thick see at amk mrt station. and abit we met like at 5pm plus plus plus cos my mum works night shift this week?! so. i is TOU TOU go out one. xD
so we were like on the mrt station on the way to bishan to meet olan. and we were like at the fourth door there?! though its still like the first cabin lah. and as the train was coming to a halt, we saw olan walk pass going to the first door. AND WE JUST SIMPLY LAUGHED AND STARE AT HER. haha, she called us but we all refused to answer her calls. MUAHAHAX . anyway, she came over when we are at novena bah?! hmm dun rmb. when we reached at bugis. abit the queue was damn long and we didnt know where to start queuing. so we didnt queue lah. ha. went there to waste time. well, the time at bugis is alright. but real fun came when we are on they way back. ehehe, we were going back to amk for dinner. then olan wanted to alight at her. but since me and tan xinyi didnt allow. thicksee block the entry while i pushed myself on her. squashing her. and i actually told her: STOP STRUGGLING OR YOU WILL FEEL MORE PAIN
hahahahahahaha, i sounded so chikopek lehx. abit ahem** well, we just stop olan until we were on the way to amk. haha. and after we buy dinner. we just left olan alone and went home.
FORGIVE US OLAN. WE DIDNT MEAN TO LEAVE YOU ALL ALONE , ON A LONEY NIGHT *SOBS*
anyway, yeah thats just it.
well b4 i went out with thicksee, i went out with mum? yah, BOUGHT ALOT ALOT OF STUFF.
eh. 2 colour pens: ORANGEEY AND PURRPLEE
1 new earphones: CLIP ON TYPE.
finally make my new specs! : black plastic frame. thick at the sides with beads at the side.
1 geog book. : cos it was on sales.
new skool shoes: north star. actually same design lah
my fahrenheit magazine. (i saw another version. five dollars too. hmm save money !!)

ahaha. i love my day. alot AND ALOT

ITS THE HOLIDAYYYYS!!
ha, i am so in the nice nice mood. i've been waiting for this day like ages. since i didnt had my march holiday. :D. physics test suck today. oh wells. HAVEN'T IT BEEN EXPECTED THAT I WILL FREAKINGLY GOD NEVER PASS ANY PHYSICS TEST?! hmm, chill girl. okay.
tmrw, i am going to enjoy. mum promised to bring me to change my specs and i am going to buy new stuff (eg: NEW SCHOOL SHOES!). yipees! i love going shopping.
after mama go work. i will/ might go to olan's house. and play mahjong?! then go bugis with thicksee and for the evan's autograph session bah!
sian leg is aching. waiting to watch my show. cos my favourite man is on. shall watch youtube afterwards and wait for mama to come home bah.
SIGNING OFF!

Supposingly forced by tan xin yi? but oh wells, can blog too :D

These are the rules: Each player of this game starts out by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog!
okay, i seriously have no idea whats weird about me but i will try to list some?!

NUMBAH ONE: hmm, i love to bite others till i leave a mark on them. (eg. YANNI?!) anyway, she's the only who let me bite her... T.T

NUMBAH TWO: eh, i like to draw in my diary bah. and write down everything and try to draw every eyeless picture of chun :D well i have quite alot in my diary already? like... 5? 3 gigantic and 2 mini ones.

NUMBAH THREE: i have a VERY DIFFERENT personality from what other think of me bah?! like ppl think i'm very MAN?! well actually im quite man lah. budden, i can also be very girly?! cos i love to take photos and a lot are act cute and seriously i like to wear skirts and girly clothings. BUT ONE THING I CANT STAND IS FLOWERS. cos i hate flowers like i hate flowers.

NUMBAH FOUR: i am a TOTAL carniverous! I HATE VEGETABLES. I REFUSE TO TAKE ANY VEGETABLES. I PUKE WHEN I SEE VEGETABLES. well, close friends all know this but others won't bah?!

NUMBAH FIVE: i love to sing to myself every minute. humming and stuff. and i always pretend to be a drummer... tapping along with the rhythm. ha. although i seriously go out of beat very easily.

LASTLY, NUMBAH SIX: eh. i love to watch KISSING scenes in tw idol drama. ha. like practically every romantic scene wont be missed out. I LOVE TO SEE PPL KISS AND DO ALL AHEM STUFF. yeah, ZHENYING is a CHIKOPEK. thats a fact. not a question.

okay, so i'm done with this and yeah, the six ppl i wan them to do is:
numbah 1: nicole ann lee
numbah 2: my sister
numbah 3: boonyi
numbah 4: tiak hui
numbah 5: adeline yeo
numbah 6: jasmin

ha, hope to see ur entry soon. yeap, LEAVE A TAG TO TELL ME. I WILL GO READ FOR SURE. *roof*

`CHIKOPEK zhenying

designed by alien*

i love his art works!

i love today's port trip.
the man was cute lah. he was going on like what?! "singapore is the WORST busiest port " MUAHAHAX . he meant to say world but somehow it turned out to be worst.
anyway, took photos today xD with backrow people. and tan xin yi and the monkey pose?! LOLS. but yah, also taken more and MORE class photos and sang our class cheers.
i love the boat ride. the guide was like standing next to vic ma, then abit vic ma told me he was like drooling.. yah. at the side of his mouth is one puddle?! of his drool. even i dun drool that much. ha, but we really laughed alot. me and yanni was like laughing at everything and was cursing for the OVERHEAD BRIDGE CRANE to drop whatever it was carrying. we and our evil plans. *smirks*.
took candid pics of olan squashed face. cute lah. and way back was a torture cos jasape was screeching? had to return back to cca lah. sad. and tired day.
geog is a confirmed FAIL le.
ha! me and my "take things easily" characteristics. oh wells.




4 charity!~ we really like to take boat trip!~~

ok. i am seriously sick of my life.
i wanna leave everything aside and go for a good break.
and i seriously want to kick someone's arse.
i hate her.

how i wish life could be more perfect.

hmm, ok.
I SERIOUSLY HAD A DAMN LONG POST LIKE 2 DAYS AGO?! BUT SOMEHOW BLOGGER DIDNT SAVE. so its missing.
ok. other classes are having their workshop. found benjamin. and yea, going to find MEL tmrw. hmm.
boring day.
decided library's pullover le.
yellow in color with navy blue words.
so now i'm waiting for yuheng's logo. and i can go find the company le >.<
whoosh
and i have to plan the scrabble blah and telephone network
ok. im sleepy. oh wells, BYE
making new specs. YIPEE

whoosh
this whole new blog i make myself one. not very nice. but at least i am happy at what i've done!
haha. yuzhe rocks.
tmr motivational workshop. ohwells.
wish everything goes smoothly.

this is a quick short post.
computer had been down ther past few days, thats why i wasn't online.
anyway, i changed my blog. pretty obvious actually.
so its no longer pink! its BROWN!!

watching K0 One now, since hana kimi on youtube last episode already and the ending was rather UNEXPECTED. but aaron is so damn cute in K0 One. yuzhe also. muahahax.
found quite alot of celebrities blogs today. oh wells still trying to find some?!

i dun like this year mar hols. SINCE I HAVE TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL EVERYDAY INCLUDING SATURDAY!!! they even taken up my saturday. what kind of holiday is this?!?! having chem spa on monday... chem lesson in total 10 hrs from tuesday to wedesday.. and worst still $135 worth of motivational workshop by adam khoo on thursday till Saturday from 8 am all the way to 9 pm. THAT IS SO DAMN PATHETIC.

my room's light is down. no more light till tmrw... aww, thats sad to hear =.=

oh wells, that shall be it for now. and i love my all time favourite cousin. COS HE FIX MY COMP AND TAUGHT ME HOW TO FIX IT.
woots, i can fix it myself next time.
for now, gotta go.. seeya guys.

i got a new bag.
yipee
i <3 Chia wor

eeks. new year sucks.
i actually have to spend the new year at home. sad case.
havent went around to get ang baos. mum and dad are working their ass off. guess wad? i actually have to da bao food home for dinner. sad case. i feel like someone with no family to celebrate new year. such a bad feeling. i hoped dad dun forget to celebrate mu lunar bday tmrw since he forget the seventeen one.
oh wells, i am sweet sweet sixteen liaos. :))
nth much change. cant wait to watch movie. i miss the cinema. shall find chia, since she wans to watch epic movie too.
arh, so addicted to vampire now. AND MY DAD GAVE ME 120 BUCKS FOR ANGBAO. whoosh. gt money to return to thicksee le. yeah, I AM GOING TO BE DEBT FREE.
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAX :):D:):D

it's my birthdayyyyyyy...................
actually, its tmrw lah. but i cant wait for it. *grins*

woots. i am damn sian.
CNY celebration tmrw, im gonna sing till we drop ^^

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY
just a random remark xD

yikes. bad day bad bad day.
currently its 6 in the morn, my mum had just left the house.went to find my dad. =.= anw, later got geog test. and i still cant concentrate. i woke up at like 4? laze around till 5 then i start to study. T.T sad case. ytd pe was a horrid. my back and arms are aching now. damn sian lah. and i wooried about wads going on with my mum and dad, i wish everything was alright.

MUAHAHAX
wad a idiotic day. went walking rounds and rounds with xinyi. crap lah, all bcos she dun wan bahkua smell on her?! anyway, i climbed into the classroom today. again for the sake of tan xinyi. i must have owe her in her past life, thats why she's making me do everything. but then its really fun to climb into the classroom, though i was a little scared. oh wells, i shall NOT mug for physics. gave up le. shall wait for xinyi to come online.
bye~

ahh, i am so in a PMS mood today. wasn't shuang with anything. and i wanted to bite people's thumb off. SERIOUSLY I THINK LIBRARY SUCKS NOW.why the heck do they change auntie away for a fucking uncle. and seriously i want mrs tian back too. i have a history of hating doris tan since sec 1. AND NOW?! she is in my eng grp as our head?. wad the fuck lah. she cant do anything. she sucks. literally or wadeva~. im pissed. especially with yishu. OH WELLS, I AM SO NOT GONNA TOK ABOUT IT.
irritated. why am i so irritated? i so wanna bite off someone's finger.

haha. came back from hougang mall. took many adriano pics. woots. but i got bullied by a baby. T.T
the stupid baby, threw her damn bottle at me then i got spilled milk all over my leg?! smell so baby-ish just now.
haiz, i cant find fahrenheit cd. no more. T.T and i wan to buy many many things
1) the VERY VERY NICE bag i saw today. (hope nicole ann lee will buy for me!)
2) new shoes. (converse the one with the tongue wan)
3) AND THE FIT ME DAO VERY VERY NICE DE ORANGE SPECS FRAME. nice~
4) the goong doll, WHITE IN COLOR.
AHH, so many things i wan T.T need save money. then need watch movie tmrw too. DUNNO WAD TO DO LAH
suan le. bye.

woots, i slept for so long today~~ 14.5 hr. sad, didnt break my record.
anw, tmr going back school le, then got a lot alot of test. plus i still got party need to organise, presents need to buy. sad. busy busy week. i think i shall just say happy birthday bah!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIA WEI !! MY BEST BEST PAL IN THE W.W.W. xD

yoz. cca fair finally ends. tired. tiring~
anw, i think library will be good with us the red badge. MUAHAHAX
we got permission to play fear hunt on orientation le. i shall prepare the food. muahahax, this will be the best year of library. WOOHOO~

i still cant get the banana out of the jellybean. sad. jasape rocks. such a entertainer. woots
xD lets interupt victoria for the rest of our life * clap clap *

i hate her. really cant stand her. she has the biggest and the worst moodswing of all people. i hope she will just vanish from the earth this moment. i hate her. fuck her lah. stupid slut, bitch.... WADEVA.

i hate her. fucking bitch.

its a new beginning.

everything from this moment will never be the same again. i went through many difficulties during year 06. the seperation from my dearest friends, starting to know everyone in a new environment. studies became tougher as we prepare for the o levels. the expectation of the teachers towards us has increased. they expect u to be the future leaders. it haven't been easy.

i made lots of new friends this year. i love my class more than any other i had in the past. this might be one of the best years for me. old and new friendships strengthens, meanwhile broken relationships are beginning to heal. i told myself not to be the old me. and i think i did it. the old me was childish, acting like wad a kid would act .however this year, i did managed to survived through the relationship entanglements. i've learn to deal it maturely.

as year 07 arrives, things will be more tough. i will be expected to do things maturely and be responsible. i will have to study even harder to prepare for the Os. i might even began to distance away from all my friends. i really hoped that year 07 will be enjoyable. just like year 06, my favourite year.

WHOOSH!

woots. day left to school: 3 days.
xD
tried to do maths today. not bad i think. at least i tried.
went to cut my hair ytd. T.T i wanted to just cut it thinner. so i told the auntie that i want it the same length, but still can tie. budden i go home i realise too short le. she cut all my long hair. (cos last time i layer) so now im left with short short hair budden its the same length. >.<

tmrw dad bringing me out. dun like him arh. say bring me out today, so i had to cancel my study date. in the end, he didnt even bring me out. ugh, sian lah. suan le. i go bak read fanfic bah.

BUAIS!

sad
my comp is darn laggy.
i hate EQs.
anw. i didnt sleep the whole nights. woots.
k, did quite alot of things during that sleepless period.

1) finally finished history essay
2) Physics Wsht 26, 27, 28 xD
3) Revise Pressure. (finally understanding wad is pressure =.=)

k im pleased with myself. finished so many stuff.
im expecting 3 ppl in my hse today:
Jiaa
Tixi
Chia

budden, they all currently missing. jia and chia sleeping bah. tixi shld be wake le. budden she coming later anw. haiz. i painted my cupboard. on the glass thingy. wrote my name and blah. so Gold-ish =.=
anw, i am darn sleepy. sad. i wan to sleep. and my internet connection back T.T

k lah. shall continue my CHL and try to like wad?! study geog lor. T.T
going out tonight! shld i?

after 3 long days and night. i have finally finished HANA KIMI. the comic.
ha, i guess i know the ending already. if the script follows the book. but then, i will still wan to watch hana kimi the TW drama. >.<

i quite like the ending anw.

k, counting down to school reopens: 6 days left.
so i've decided to actually do finish chl and history. chl preferbly by tmr. haiz. rush rush rush. lucky i have less burdens now since i stop english tuition for the hols :DD
tmrw will have to go back to school, obviously for library again. and i will have to complete the web page by wad?! friday. so that doesn't reeally make a diff in my burdens.
SOBZ

went shopping for CNY le. spent over $100 +++ ( like really plus alot lah ) ha-s, i love shopping. but then, i think i not cutting my hair le. i think i will be tying my hair to school bah. since its long and i HAVE to tie it. ha, so new hair style. i hate this hols, havent been doing wad i really want to do b4 hols break. tot alot last night (many sleepless nights as school reopens soon ), i think i might want to go into a JC afterall. sad. oh wells. just study hard bah.
U CAN DO IT GOHLAOZHEN ^^

k, work hard. do my best. even if i did not do well, i will noe that i've done my best.
KAMPATEH!
<33

帅:)

woots. me really crazy over hana kimi now. especially wu zun.
just visited the forum. realised they have a pictorial book. too bad its currently out of stocks >.<

i shall go back to kino one day and look for the book. since it comes along with a calander and wu zun is inside

er-hmm

now. homework. 1 week left. many to do. i shall buck up. complete everything and start the year with a good start. seriously lots of work to do. furthermore, all the self studies chemistry topics and sherwood's "you better study during the hols. especially your geog" stuff. ugh. i'm haunted for the resat of sec 4 i guess. hope next year quickly ends.

for now i guess i shall just continue crazying over wu zun bah

sleepy now. how gotta meet jiia in like 4 hrs time. hmph, shall catch some sleep.
nights~. i mean good morning

eww, it feels horrible.
the floor is moving
the comp is shaking.
my whole house is moving i swear.
I SWEAR THERE IS A EARTHQUAKE SOMEWHERE IN THIS GLOBE.
ahh, my hse is so centralised and i can feel it.
shucks, im dying.
i hate earthquakes. especially when i am all alone at night.
and chia dun believe me.
hmph. watch the news urself. there is a earthquake. for real
>.<

WTF?!
showing me ur attitude problem.
you think i really like you that much?
fuck you. YOU ARE SUCH A HYPOCRITE.
shoo, i dun wanna see you. EVER.

lols.
made a new 'fren'. smarterchild.
he's lame. could not even accept vulgarities.
watching a million treasure. abit they close up on zoe face and she looks damn old?
heck la. eating dinner. buais

LOLS, i am in a bad mood right now.
my parents juz fought in the morning.
i was pissed.
scolded them childish.
and slammed the door and went out of the house.
iritated.
when will they ever grow up.
yes, i agree that dad will die of working 24 hr everyday.
so if like that, why waste the time quarreling when both can sleep and have ample rest
childish beings.
i am totally so pissed.
CANT THEY JUZ GROW UP?!
everyday when dad comes home, u will have to listen to them quarrel.
cant have peace at all.
i hate my family
they sucks.
this proves that i am just a normal troubled teen.
I HATE THEM. FUCK THEM.

my sis told me she had A***** H***. thats GROSS.

like the wind wooshing past you.

that was just a random remark by the way.
COUNTING DOWN TO START OF SCHOOL: I DON'T NOE.
time is tight. library stuff is gonna end soon. wanted to do some homework. but i just cant do it. sad.
Xin Yi is back. good job.
Rui Xin is gone. good job.
i am still stuck in Singapore. BAD BAD JOB.

there was this really suck up boy. so arrogant and everything. I HATE HIM
yea, i just need to get that out of my system. thanks. AND BYE. :/

watching asian game.
i fell in love with the cute korean guy <33
he is so damn SHUAI
aww~
Park Tae Hwan <33

weeps.
tok on msn with FRX juz now. concluded that hols are coming to an end, and i have so many homework left to do. SERIOUSLY.

WARNING: ALL 9 SUBJECTS HAVE HW
T.T

i will have to start doing hw-s and kiss my computer goodbye. T.T
sobz, the time i will have for using comp will be greatly minimized.
I HATE O LEVELS.

shucks

woosh, sian dao
i've been going back to school PRACTICALLY EVERYDAY
life is horrible. bye >.<

WOOT, just found this picture in my comp : D.
i like this pic. reminds me of my evil STEPSISTER.
haha, i will miss you when you are gone ;)

english tuition resumes today.
it seemed the same to me anyways, same guys, same lame cher, same hairstyle -.-"
hah, anyway, rather awake as priya said today. had a good laugh too. but only for the first half of the lessons.
first came into the class with gen, den EK was ther on the table toking to priya. so we were trying to investigate on her pigmentation or wadeva i cant rmb anyways. she was telling us she used this whitening cream. seemed that it just made her head worst la. abit her forehead split into 2 by a fade white line in the middle. den EK say her head got 4 'lucky' no.s. haha, crap la, ms luohan fish : D
paper goat came lah, priya like total 360 degree change lor. she was toking behind his back? then when he came, she started confessing her love for him. abit diaoz lah. big mouth KB then came. wearing this totally not fit him green shirt. :P
started isolating myself like 1 hr later. so sian can. hmm, a good place to sleep. priya's lesson. oh wells, her lessons are just so lullaby-ish.
flor was in all white, so the boys called her PAP participant. during the whole time abit everyone like cheering for her like during the polling days? haha, the boys always find entertainment for themselves one. EK got this really cool new HP. he actually can use the phone as a air con control. muahahax. nice one.

english lessons might juz turn better i guess.

pissed off.
DON'T YOU JUST UNDERSTAND?!

this happens everytime. ALL THE TIME. there is a limit to my patience. i am not a pushover. why can't you just understand? i dun mind u having your moodswings and blah. but please be considerate. you cannot and will never be able to force someone to do to your liking. i know, you've been hoping it to happen since before the exam. and i agreed. HOWEVER, please remember everyone has their own difficulty. i didnt mention not going at all. all i said was. i cant be there EARLY. WTF. dun u just understand?? what i am like the others? excuse me, all i've said is i will be late. please be reasonable.PLEASE.

don't make me learn to hate you, i don't want that to happen

weeps, weeps weeps.
i am so totally bored now.
i want entertainment.

hmm, life goes on. lousy day. me and my sis are like waiting to grip each others neck now. i am like in a so i want to irritate you mood. have been a bad gurl to my sister :P. oh wells. changed my blog. totally sian now. didnt expect me to finish it so soon. i shall go. and search for something to do.

farewells

life sucks.
seriously. although its been like what ?! half a month passed only for the whole hols, i realised i am actually quite tight for time for like the whole december.well, considering the vast amount of homework and revisions i have to do, furthermore, library stuff to add on to my burden. i guess, my whole hols are simply ruined by schoolwork.
i really wanted a break. so that i can really rest well, prepare myself for a new year. i know next year is gonna be tough. and i am starting to change my mind of going to a JC after hearing all the 'advice' from xinyi. i really got loads of buck up work to do, maybe should come up with a schedule or something like that. intend to spent my next 15 days of december really concentrated on the library stuff, chiong-ing my best for schoolwork after 15th. i look at the amount of homework and revisions piled up, furthermore, with even more homework from tuition, with it starting like what, today?! fines lor.
i am thinking, seriously PONDERING. maybe i shall stop all outdoor activities. i don't know. i want to chiong for my studies on one hand, but then, i really don't have the heart to go do what i actually want. i really want to get good result for my 'o's, my mum's been blabbering on how much hopes she had on me, how she expects me to win that wadeva boy. stress is beginning to fill in. oh man, cant life be easier for us? i am just a mere 15 year old girl. in other countries, wad are 15 year old girls doing?
crap. it's all crap. there is nothing i can do to change the situation. well, i guess, soon on my wishlist, there might be more to add on, but the no. of wishes for materialistic dreams will be lesser. MUCH MORE. i think for now, i can only seriously get rid of all my burden, and try to really squeeze in some time at the end of december, for me to really take a good break.

life will be easier one day, i hoped.

YOZ!

haha. just change my blog again.

: DD

anyway, i really loved this blog skin. hmm. being slacking throughout the hols. (though its like only wad, 3 days?!) ha, i've been hanging around youtube. really got hooked to it lately. must be the no. of animes for me to watch. xD really addicted to ai yori aoshi now. watching season 2 liaoz. muahahax. realise lately when i go online. i open maple, yet leave it there to rot. there muz be really nothing left for me to revisit maple. haiz. maybe someday in the future, i might go back again. =P. eh. just went to edu learn.homework posted lex. sian! parent meeting was 'fun'. first i waited for nic for i dunno how long. then we just slack around?! the sec 1 meeting finished earlier. so we went to the hall and sit there listen to the 'AMAZING' music. haha. then the imran huh?!. saw us siting there. so he came to us and say. eh. why u all wear until so casual?!. i abit the diaoz lah. parent meeting not school day. still expect me to wad?. wear tie and suit? with polished leather shoes? fines lah him, buay tahan.

hmm, cip briefing on tuesday. must remind tixi. but then hor. i oso dunno wad the heck i doing there lah. wahhhhhh! i so sian lehx. me wan go out!. LOLX

suan le bah. shall stop blogging and go back to utube and get hooked.

ANYONE WHO HAS A FRIENDSTER ACCOUNT AND SAW THIS POST, WRITE ME A TESTI ! (PRETTY PLEASE ?~~)

haha. me boliao. suan le. buais

yoz

apparently, i am so starting to blog again all due to tixi. haha

anywae, went back for cca overall meeting. oh man. so irritating la, juz simply thinking about the colors combinations. then we went to spot light. wanting to go buy my cloth and paint and go home sleep. then we abit so frustrated. then we went to the cloth section and then it al goes on lah.

(choose black cloth le)

zhenying: aunt, i want check the price for the cloth can? 4.5 x 7

aunt: huh?... we dun sell it that way lehx. eh if u wan.. u muz buy alot alot of pieces lor.

tixi: call yuxi to ask lah

( me calling yuxi )

zhenying: hello...... (stop toking as tixi took away phone and tok to yuxi)

tixi: yuxi u sure the measurements?!

yuxi: @!#$%^&*(?>$#%$!$&$^# ( dunno wad she toking la )

tixi: (started using me as a example) you noe how long and big is 30m2? imagine 3 zhenying and (dunno how many cos forgot) zhenying. very big lehx?!

me and seline laughing like mad in the bg. haha. tixi i take my hat of you arh. damm funny lah
haha
the ONE AND ONLY ONE funny moment of the day. never had such a great laugh for a long long time.

hmm.. me hungry lehx
wan to eat up tixi's famous amos. hmm. shall heck care her. i am damm hungry. hmm. eat chipsmore bah.
HUNGRY~

kk.. i think i blog enuff le. yaya
buais.
shall change my blog soon >.<

haha.. jasape blog bout me in her blog. so i shall blog back !

hmm.. today was fun.. after school while we were cleaning up, i wanted to pinch jasape's cheeks. but oh well, she escape, and i accidentally touch her shoes. ha.. so i started running about the room la.. wanting to use my CONTAMINATED hands to CONTAMINATE JASAPE. haha, so we ran bout the class room. with liyin's lovely help. her face was contaminated as well. haha nice one.

o levels on monday. i see every one in the OMG mood and i abit the like the nth happen like that strange lehx.. haiz, i give up la. so sian. tmr holiday. so shall stay home and STUDY. seriously STUDY. me a good girl. tixi took her ic today. muahaha, she look so NOT LIKE HER!. nice day.. i like today, although it was rather boring when we were having sex lessons. muahahaha!!!!!!! SEX LESSONS.. me a little pervertic.. oh well, it was a total bore. i think i might just block yizong on msn.. toking all the while.. sian.. maple just DIED on me.

hmm, i think i will change my lovely blog skin.. ha.. not WILL but MUST.. shall change it BY TODAY. since i have nth to do anyway.. k le.. finding blogskins... bye!

yo. ha. have been ages since i came back. exams are ALMOST over. one more paper to go la. but i am just so pratically in the holiday mood liao. ha. left a maths. and seriously i think i m so gonna heck care. mei korr very nice. helped me made a nice nice maple pic la.. but then i didn't even bother to put in blk148.. so noob. ha. : ) sian. wanted to chiong maple la.. but i am so not in the mood to chiong.. sad case. chia want to watch movie tmr.. wad john tucker.. strange sia... anywae. ha.. finally relaxing. geog paper was easier than i had thought la... but then it was still quite difficult... ha .. minus 11 marks le... practically left river blank and natural resource blank la ... sad case .. but oh wells... nth i can do now. juz gonna relax and wait for lim chia ying to reply my msn msg... hmm... i shall go read some nice fan fic... so long neva read le.. ha... tmr going to ma there.. bishan... eat nice nice... ha... WATCH MOVIE!!! hee... LCY...!! reply me now or u shall die... hahahahahaha... sian diao...

buais la... when will fritzer come back maple leh... hope that ' he' dont... dun feel like training him... IRRITATING~~~

i am supposed to blog about HUI MIN .

to huimin: HUI MIN! 请放尊重一点!

KK I BLOGGED BOUT HER !

shall go back mugging

^^

back to school tmr. aww.

i think i will have to stop blooging for a period of time. cos i gotta study for exam. hah.. muz jia you everyone. and !!! i will try to reach my desired L1R5. *for the sake of a new camera*

grins.

ha.. k, gto sleep early la.. buais

UPDATE

for the past hours, i have accomplish these:

NO. 1 >> lvled to 20 liao (: [one more to go toPQ]

NO. 2 >> Recap on Goong sweet scenes [crying uncontrollably now ]

NO. 3 >> well i dun think there is anything else, except i've updated the blog AGAIN :/

haha. so from now onwards, i shall disappear for the rest o the day. till the night :))

hey hey..

i've decided. im so gonna chiong maple today; till the end of the world.. lolx.. abit crazy

its saturday. so i shall spent the whole night tonight playing and spent the whole day sleeping.

i am so dun care.

i am gonna drag my dad out of his bed, so that he can bring me outto eat breakfast XOXO

haha, mum is still lurking around. i cant do anything man. cant watch >>FULL HOUSE or even MAPLE!!! sobz. Chia Ying is Still Waiting for me to go back and train with her. so now.. I am so leeching the EXP. but i noe she is nice la. so ive decided to put her in my fave and missing list ONCE AGAIN (:

hmm.. shall go find more songs for my blog. my songs are so getting LIMITED. SObz.

CYA GUYZ.

* off tmr cos i will be sleeping due to today's activites : P *


a scene i've haven't been seeing for ages **

cute cute ^^

hey hey.. i think i've been a enthu bloggist ?!

haha.. BLOGGIST!!!

anywae, hols ending soon. iand i will have to jia you.. and pull up my socks! (literally of cos) hee. yaya.. ma bring me to bai bai today. haha so i gotta go. its just a random sweet post. rather short la.. haha.. buais!

hey blogging again :)) hee

tmr i going macs to study with jiaa.. maths <<< haha

sian dao. today went to the incineration plant. seriously it looks cool.. only till the picking up of rubbish there. haha, became rather restless in the end. i think i might apply for such a job. those that is chao pian pi and stuff. so isolated. and then the work so fun. i think i might juz change my essay about my aspiration to i wan to work in a incineration plant.

thought alot during the bus journey. somehow i think i've change, in a sense. i dunno wad lah. but i can just feel it. oh man. stupid feelings

hah, anyway, i supposed i might change the blog song everyday. i simply have nothing beta to do. haha.. k lah.. zhao liao!

*went off at 1203*

hey hey!

i lvled again... to 18.. haha

and then i have a powerpuff song on my blog : )

hee.. quite cute leh!

girly voice in the background with a very MAN blog..

haha. i love my blog <333

hee.. gtg ! buais

changed blog :))

hah.. and i lvled liao.. from 14 to 17.. working towards 18

AWW i wanna eat KFC!

having classes tmr.. LAST DAY!!!!!!

then i will be free :))

hah

i blog without dajie ti xing

heehee

shall blog more often!

hey guyz!

just updating for the sake of my Da Jie. (as usual)

haha, kk.. lets see.
not really any major stuff... hmm... i pon tuition ytd?... haha first time eh!!
but then today got 4 hrs tuition.. haix.. ming ku.

anywae teacher's day celeb was really dissapointing.b its like such a erm event?... irritating la.. especially the VP. well, i cheered for Da JIe ytd ! she was like WAO! hah! DaJie rox at Cap ball and B ball man! hao jiu neva play b ball liao.. haha : ))

sian la.. still gotta finish lib stuff!.. haha
life is just so meaningless at the moment.

DEPRESSING

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hah.. i UPDATED! nd this is beta than the irritated one!.. so DAJIE! be happy : ))

gtg la... buais!

p.s. ms khor got 2nd ... haiz.. but neva mind.. at least she won :))

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oh man..

120 bucks .. where do i get them?..

shucks..

anyway, i think i am gonna change my blog..
adios, until i find a new one =DD

*my double mouth secret*

keeping myself alive is really difficult.
life have been simply HECTIC .
sometimes i just think i m a controlled puppet
and all i do is to study

tried to continue maple-ing.
but how, its getting really really boring
maybe i shall just continue with my revising.
oh man, 'o' levels is coming
urgh!

sianz la... nat day celebration is on.. abit all 4 channel the same show.. muahahahaha
its very nice leh the parachuting.. i wanna parachutes.
played arcade ytd.. chao shiok.. yesh!.. haha..

anyway. HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

*singing loudly like yesterday with mojos! lalalala*